OPEN BLIND

Dancing in darkness;

I thought I knew him...

 

I weave & arrest,

In one breath:

walk right through him...

 

But he's not who I thought,

And the music: it pounds...

 

I don't hear his name,

And in laughter I drown

as the world falls away

and my face is quite red...

 

"Too bad..." I thought,

"What was it I said?"…

 

But my red face is sad,

as I walk away scarred…

Because he wasn't half bad;

hard to dance when you’re hard.

 

And outside & after,

I stand and I stutter,

And that isn't like me,

As our eyes find each other...

 

And when I follow blindly,

to search out his name,

 

Inside my mind I collapse & I'm framed

by the patterns unknown & the people bemused...

 

I'm awake though I slumber,

and why not his number?

 

If only I'd slept

I would not be confused.

 

Written By Jason Wright

APRIL 5, 2005

- For Bob -

Excuse my wacky behavior; sleep deprivation is a scary thing.

But when I called you delicious, I assure you, I meant it.

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