I need to get through,

that's all!

I need to talk to him because

jason is dead & I don't know if

he knows or cares or why I'm

running to his dark rushing

wonderful memory.

The boy was jacking off

when jason & friends visited him;

he didn't stop, just asked for the tissues.

He looked at me & stole into my room

late at night... He saw me sleeping naked

& woke me up gently, but not to tell me he

loved me, as I dreamed...

But to ask if my cousin was interrested in him.

bastard.

- Inspired by Mark Boike -