Travis is saying goodbye to

soldier buddy lover friend...

Travis is saying over & over

I love you I love you

my love never ends...

Boy is so sweet & sexy

strong & silent...

Boy sees their parting

unnatural & violent...

Curses my name...

Both of them now...

Curses my birth...

Curses our vow...

Both break my heart...

Both make me shatter...

Both make me question our

"Happily Ever After..."

Both make me shed tears

as I give my blessing...

Didn't think this would happen

through all of my guessing...

Never dreamed Travis

through sacrificed wealth

could change me so much

so I'd not see myself...

Never understood love

till this tattered worlds end...

Where I Love You means nothing

& we all long for friends.

- For Travis & Jaret -