DROWN ME

Dancing

in the dark cool

chill of the green tinged

blackness of the nightingale

gush in the winter spilled

winds.

Laughing at the other

boy girl people prancing

madly sadly gladly

drowning quick in sands

of time & deserts drenched

in liquor candy coke spit

raining down like sugar coated

rainbow bloated gold demoted

goddess born in angel god

shit.

Screaming silent with my tongue

teeth knashing smashing teardrops

clashing with the smile that's painted

on every single bastard who will dance

with me like I'm a prize they've won

or something fun that they must have

to sooth their burning yearning churning

lust for all & all for no

one.

Sleeping now inside this cauldron

bubble trouble toil for stubble headed

boys that brush against me;

kiss undress me;

pull & puzzle press arest me -

but can't wake up beneath the surface:

I drown & die...

I bleed & cry...

I don't care why...

I do deserve this.