
HELD
THE PAIN...
IT BOILS...
AND I WANT TO DIE...
I REALIZE THAT I
CAN'T SAY THIS GOODBYE...
THE TEARS START TO FALL -
THE KNIFE STROKES MY SKIN...
THE OTHERS ARE GONE
BUT MY PAIN NEVER ENDS.
SUFFERING COMFORTS ME
ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT...
SOBBING FOR REBELS TO
MAKE THINGS FEEL RIGHT...
BUT THE PIERCED AND THE DYED...
THEY ARE ALL TERRIFIED...
NO MATTER WHO HOLDS ME -
THE ONE THAT SURVIVED...
NOTHING CAN CHANGE
WHAT THE OTHERS HAVE DONE...
THEIR SECRETS UNRAVELLED -
THEY LEFT ME UNDONE...
AND KNEELING HERE NOW
BEFORE THEIR DARKENED ALTER...
I KNOW TEARS WILL COME
EVERY TIME THAT I FALTER...
FALLING PREY TO THE FOE
THAT I NEVER HAVE QUELLED -
I HAVE NOT WON THIS WAR...
BUT AT LEAST I HAVE HELD.
© OCTOBER 6, 1999 By Jason Wright