IDIOSYNCRATIC FLASHBACK

Close My Eyes In Showered State -

The Memory Churns

Like Psychic Phosphate...

The Years Ago When I Was Discovered -

The Year 93

When Jeff Was My Lover...

The Year That The Tumultuous Stirrings Did Rage -

The Year I Grew

Tired Of Closeted Cage...

The Year Of Strange Friendships That Never Again -

Would Make Any Sense - Would Haunt Without End...

The Year I Met Fairies And Santa Claus Elves -

The Year We Became More

Than We Planned For Ourselves...

Year My World Changed In The Blink Of An Eye -

Year That I Screamed

Even While I Survived...

Year Of The Memories That Make No Sense After -

In The Cold Winter Shower

Of Teardrops And Laughter.

© JANUARY 20, 2000 By Jason Wright

-For Those That Witnessed My Confusion - And Survived-

Including Jeff, Gen & Mary - Who Were Positive Influences

When I Needed Them So Very Badly.