INSIDE OF ME

IT USED TO BE THAT WHEN THE PAIN GOT THIS BAD...

I'D FALL INTO MARK'S ARMS...AND HE'D GET INSIDE OF ME.

I SHATTERED OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH THE TRUTH.

"THE TRUTH HURTS"...DOES THAT SOUND FAMILIAR...

WELL YOU KNOW THEY WERE RIGHT!

I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I WOULD HAVE MARK.

HE WAS MY SECURITY BLANKET.

HE WAS MY SAVING GRACE.

HE WAS A PAIN IN THE ASS BUT I LOVED HIM,

AND I THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD ALWAYS HAVE THOSE

MOMENTS OF HAPPINESS.

BUT I WAS WRONG...

MEMORIES I DON'T HAVE FLASH RIGHT THROUGH ME!

CHRIS AND BRIAN (THE NAMES THAT STILL HURT ME!)

HOT TUB IS STEAMING...       

CHRIS IS CARESSING...        

MARK IS SMILING...                

CHRIS IS HEAD-ING SOUTH...  

BEDROOM INVITING...

MARK ISN'T FIGHTING...

BRIAN LAYS DOWN...

AND MARK FUCKS HIS MOUTH...

DOWN

DOWN

DOWN

DOWN

DOWN

DOWN

DOWN

SUCH A SHAME THAT BRIAN DID NOT DROWN!

FOR MARK IS COMING WITHOUT LATEX TO SAVE HIM!!!

NOTHING BETWEEN THEM!

NOT LIKE OUR TIME...

(WAY BACK IN THE WHEN!)

A REBELLIOUS ACT...I HOPE IT WAS WORTH IT!

I HOPE WE LIVE THROUGH IT!

FOR I'LL NEVER HAVE MARK..INSIDE ME AGAIN!!!