So I talked to this guy last night, who I came out to when I was in high school, & he talked about how my coming out had stunned him...

And I don't know why but I felt so wonderful to know that he had thought of it. I felt wonderful talking to that guy who I respected & had genuine affection for who was there last night with his cute & wonderful boyfriend that I hope knows that he is lucky to be with such a fantastic guy!!!

I'm so happy & I'm not dating anyone or fucking anyone & I'm not worried about run on sentences, ok that's a lie, but I'll get over that one cause this smile has been plastered to my face for about 6 hours & I love it!

Except that this guy got a kiss from the boy I had a crush on in school which makes me a little jealous... ok, a lot jealous but that's ok because he is so kewl & I knew he was kewl but this was so unexpected & so wonderful - to have something in common with someone like that - someone you can look up to - that is just the best feeling in the world!

Ok - I'm gonna stop writing now because I'm going all fanboy on the guy & people will think I'm in love with him, which wouldn't be so bad if it didn't feel so fucking incestuous! So - I had a great time last night & I'm so glad he was there & we had that....whatever it was.

It was wonderful.

It was magic.

- For Tom -

Thank you for everything.