My boyfriend...

My friend...

My Travis is coming here today.

Just knowing that he's going to be here

in my city - walking with me hand in hand...

Learning about me as I learn about him...

this is bliss.

I think about him meeting my friends & family

& I smile.

I think about him being near to me -

still so new...

the sensation of being with him

is powerful & sexy...

wonderful & breathtaking.

What if he doesn't love me, after all?

What if he doesn't enjoy himself?

The calm that overwhelms me tells

me all will be as it should be.

And that comfort is more than I

could have hoped for.

We'll be together for a few hours at least -

& for now - that almost seems like enough.

- For Travis -