Saturday, May 28, 2005

I had trouble sleeping Thursday night. I got about 2 hours sleep before going to work on Friday at 1pm. I stayed up the last few hours before work to do my laundry, as I didn't have any clean work clothes, only to learn when I got there, that we're having this special weekend in which we don't have to wear our work clothes! I rolled with the punches though, and managed to have a mostly fun day at work. The mistress of condecension was there for a couple hours but I ignored her as much as possible so that I could keep my job. ;-0)

While I was at work, someone told me to have a happy holiday. I had no clue that it was Memorial Day Weekend; or that 11 years ago that day, I had shaved my head for the very first time. lol Crazy huh. I'm actually looking for alternatives to shaving my head lately. I'm tired of doing it - I should be completely bald by now damn it! If anyone has any suggestions, let me know.

Carrie dropped by work to give me a friendly ride home, so I could sleep as soon as possible, and she could pick up the final 9 episodes of Alias's 4th Season. She's watching the final 3 right now; I hope she likes them. I slept until around 11pm. I watched a documentary called "Out of the Past" which was another great GLBT doco that I'll have to share with people.

I felt like going out, but I didn't feel like shaving or showering or putting on eyeliner or wearing black. lol I work black tennis shoes, white socks, blue jean shorts, and I striped shirt. A few people at the bar didn't even recognize me. The ones that did, were shocked; some of them speechless; it made me smile. They said I looked like a little school boy, which was maybe true as a boy hit on me, who was actually 30 - and when I told him I was almost 31 he freaked out and said I was too old for him. lol Men are strange.

I ran into this boy Mark, that I've seen a few times over the last 3 years or so; we have amazing chemistry. He says he's never attracted to white guys, but there's this fire between us. Of course he has a boyfriend, which doesn't make me less attacted; it just makes me not respond to his advances. He gave me his phone # again (this time I wrote it down, so that I would be able to read it later), and maybe we'll hang out sometime when he's sober and we'll be good friends.

I watched a ton of Dawson's Creek last night, and fell asleep around 9:30am. I slept well, and got about 8 hours of sleep. I dreamt about a girl that I used to know named Jennifer Rock; I think she's married now, and in the dream she & her husband and I met at some random meeting, and I was talking to her, and it was nice. There was a message on my phone from Jennifer (not the one from my dream) who wanted to make more plans; I called her back and left her a message.

I chatted with a boy the other night named Chad, who lives in Wood Haven (woodhaven?) and very nearly had cyber sex with him... it was actually very hot. Perhaps we will be friends as well. lol

Before I watched Dawson's Creek (which made me cry a lot - lol) I lit a candle in my room for Mollie & her mother. I know that it's silly, but it made me feel better.

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