Saturday, June 28, 2008

I was early for work on Friday, and the first half of my shift was fantastic! I had great customers; helped peopled that appreciated it; and got a few compliments. I worked with DJ, Bryan, Mike, Bill & Laura. The 2nd half of my shift was slightly marred by some horrific customers, though Mike told me he admired how well I dealt with one of them... And I was becoming increasingly stressed by Mark's feud with the other condo peeps. I don't want to go into detail about that, because just thinking about it upsets me, and I don't like being stressed out.

Mark & I made it home fairly quickly, and I went right to bed. I've been having my headaches pretty frequently this week, and I just wanted to go to sleep. I had a horribly long, intense nightmare in which I woke up and went downstairs to find that Mark had been shot and killed. I called Mollie in the dream and told her I needed her. I called 911. I call my sister Janice and she came to the Condo. Mollie showed up pretty fast too; having left TN behind and moved in with me to take care of me, as I was pretty broken. Mollie got a job at UofM Hospital, and I let her think I was ok. Instead I got a gun, tracked down the guy that shot Mark, shot him through the head several times, then shot myself to avoid prison, which is when I woke up. I was afraid to go downstairs for about an hour because I was worried I'd find Mark dead on the floor.

Mark handled my stress well, and hung out in my room with me. Michael visited me later too. I'd taken some Midrin, as my headache had returned with a vengence, and chatting with Michael, and cuddling seemed to kill the pain fairly quckly, for which I'm extremely grateful. Michael stayed until around 4:30am, or something close to that. I invited him to join us at Chris's graduation party...which we'll most likely be heading to around 6pm, which is the same time Carrie & Adam are going, so that rocks.

Good news. I haven't thrown up in over 24 hours. The pills do seem to help, but I've got to figure out how to balance them out. My stomach exploded again about an hour ago, so I took another pill...and while the Zombie-like-effects still hit me pretty hard, the other side effects seem to fade a lot faster, and that's good news too. If I can get this stuff under control, it won't be perfection, but it will be the best thing to happen to me in 7 years.

I'll hopefully have Doctor Who sometime in the next 12 hours or so. I was rewatching last week's episode again, when I noticed a surprise cameo that I had completely missed before, which was understandable, given the nature of the appearance. I double checked it though, and it just makes me love the episode even more. :-0)

I'll probably sleep some more, and work on my room a bit. I've got that party at 6pm. And Doctor Who might even be available before then, but I'm not holding my breath. :-0)

   posted by Bald Jason at 08:04 AM
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