Sunday, July 13, 2008

So...I did the meds/skittles/pizza thing, and everything worked out fine, in that I didn't have any stomach problems last night at all, which was fantastic! I watched some DS9 with Mark, which was nice, but once I take my eating pills, if I sit still I fall asleep, so that episode (Emissary) is to be continued later. ;-0)

I slept. I slept from around 11pm to 2:35am. Mollie called at 2:35am, which didn't bother me at all. I'd known she was going to call, and left my ringer on just so I could answer that call. She had a bad day, and didn't get to watch Doctor Who; I told her that was fine, and tried to (tiredly) comfort her about her day. She could obviously tell I was still asleep. lol And she let me go. I'll try again tonight, when she calls me with news of Who. :-0)

So I went back to sleep. I woke up at around 7am. I had texted Jordan last night at 9:26pm, but so far he hasn't texted me back. I fear we're drifting apart. But there doesn't seem to be anything I can do about it. Sometimes when he wants to hang out my pills have so tired me that I can't really do anything - or they haven't worked and I'm sick. I don't blame anyone who doesn't want to see me under those circumstances, which is one of the reasons my condition depresses me, as it puts a serious strain on any new friendships that I form. I'll just have to play this one out though and see how it works out.

Bobby Mushroe apparently texted me at 3:23am letting me know he was in town, but I was sound asleep at that point. Perhaps he's in town for the day? I don't know. I'll see how I feel, and then if everything's cool I'll give him a text back to see if we can hang out.

I dreamed about Tam Lin. This used to happen to me quite often. I'd read a book when I was in middle school which referenced Tam Lin quite a bit, which inspired me to track down other books and references to the character. I started writing my own version in High School, but this Tam Lin was bisexual. I felt like I was always being inspired by sad characters. Other characters that haunted me included Zor Prime from the "Robotech" TV series and novels (which I own and have read countless times), Ceeto from "War of the Worlds: The Series", and Brian from "V" & "V: The Final Battle", who wasn't really tormented, though based on his hotness, my teenaged mind imagined him thusly. lol I mean, he could have been a tragic figure, but for me it was all subtext. With lizards, there has to be subtext. lol For someone inspired by such sad characters, I was a funny little boy.

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