Bald Jason's Musings
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Thursday. I woke up around 4am, and searched the house for my glasses, which I did eventually find. My stomach was pretty upset; I realized I'd been skipping doses of my prilosec, so it will probably take me a few days to get back to where I'm supposed to be. I drove Mark to work. I drove to Sean's house in St. Helen, Michigan. It took me a little over 3 hours to get there, with the distance, and several detours (one of which nearly broke me). Sean looked amazing! I got to meet his mother Tanya; his step-father Tom; his step-sister Carrie, and her son Isaiah. I got along very well with Sean's parents, with them both inviting me back anytime I'd like to visit. Seeing Sean again was surreal, because while listening to him, he was saying things I'd expect Sean to say, but looking at him, he'd changed so much, and I approved of it all. He thanked me many times; saying I was the first guy in a long time to make him feel good about himself, and cited examples of how I was doing this. We went for a walk in the woods, which was beautiful, and led to some woodland frolics. Later we went to McDonalds for old times sake, but when we got back to the house nobody was there. I was getting a migrain, but we fooled around in the dark of his room, which was romantic...and very sweet, very hot. We made the most of our time together, though the circumstances kind of sucked. Later it was decided that I'd stay the night and the Sean would come home with me on Friday.
Friday morning we left for Ann Arbor. The drive seemed to go a lot faster with Sean along for the ride. My stomach was still bothering me, but I tried not to complain about it. I managed to enjoy the trip home. When we got home, and it was like a walk down memory lane for Sean, who'd lost his virginity in my bed, in my room, and it was all really cool to just be with him again, and to acknowledge the history of it all. We messed around a bit, and then ended up sleeping some more. I woke a few times and wanted to get up, only to find Sean's arms around me; it was perfect.
Later we went to Pizza House, and picked up Mark from work. I was really not feeling well at this point, but I concentrated on having a good time, and managed to not be miserable; I didn't waste any of our time together. When we got home, I made myself comfortable while Mark & Sean talked; it was great to see them talking after so many years, filled with so many changes. Later we took some pictures, and waited for Sean's dad to call, letting us know he was in Ann Arbor. We met his Dad and Step-Mom at Meijer; it was good to see his father again; I hadn't seen him in nearly 7 years. We didn't talk long; I kissed Sean goodbye (for now) then shopped for a bit with Mark, running into Rita Knauss, and my friend Al from the bar.
I was a little down. I always feel that way when a friend has to go away. It was weird because he didn't get to spend much time at all with us; we were hoping for another day at least, but it couldn't be helped.
I was considering going to Necto, but I think with the way my stomach has been, I should stay in and rest. It's not bothering me right now, but I'm tired, and I want to sleep. I'll probably post some of the new pictures here, or on myspace later today.
In 7 days it will be exactly 7 years since I met Sean.
posted by Bald Jason at 12:13 AM
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