Monday, October 13, 2008

I called Sean's mom's house and spoke to her for about 10 minutes. I wished her luck with her job hunt, and she told me about her weekend. I told her that Sean had made it out here and to his dad's truck in one piece. She was kind and said she liked me and like for me to visit again; I told her I would if I had the time and money. I have the time now, but no cash for gas. It sucks. I was going to ask her for Sean's dad's phone number but then lost my nerve, but then she offered it to me. After we let each other go, I tried the number but I got a voicemail box. I usually leave messages, but I realized I had no idea what to say. lol Anyways, Tanya (Sean's mom) was cool, and I think she knew that I wanted that number - and I think she knows that I care about Sean.

My stomach is slightly upset, but it's my own damned fault today. I ate too much. I knew I was eating too much; I suspected, and I didn't stop. I've been pretty good about listening to that little voice in my head, but today... It bothers me less when I know it's my fault. When the pills just don't work, then it troubles me, because I get stressed thinking they may never work again. But I'm ok.

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