Monday, October 13, 2008

So I'm writing this entry (and all further entries for today) on a wordpad. We don't have any internet. I just wrote in my last entry that the writing in my blog seemed to help, and then shortly after that the internet was shut off. How brilliant is that? I'm shaking.

I'm trying to clean the kitchen and get all the dishes washed. I thought if I could just conentrate on cleaning one room instead of running from one room to the next I might be able to accomplish something. I feel so at odds with everything and everyone around me... I need to get a handle on this. I need to be ok if I'm going to be any help to anyone else.

Of course this also means that I won't be getting that Sarah Jane Adventures episode today, but I don't really care. I'm taking everything too personally. I need
to just keep cleaning. Maybe go for a walk. I need to give Mark some slack. I need to not worry about stuff and just enjoy what I've got going on.

   posted by Bald Jason at 02:12 PM
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