Monday, August 1, 2005

My stomach has been a little upset all day. I think it's because I had ice-cream last night. I tried some new flavors that I was really excited about, but I had forgotten that a few years ago I stopped eating ice-cream because it didn't seem to get along with my insides. blah. The ice-cream was yummy too! Whatever. I'm over it. There's so much I can't eat, now that I actually want it. I'm usually ok with that, but today it sucks. I can't really "drink"; alcohol I mean. I can have a drink but then I have to stop. When I'm tired, I can't drink coffee to wake me up. When I'm depressed, I can't eat chocolate. When I'm hungry, I can't wolf out on pizza. It's all very annoying, but I think I've handled it fairly well.

My room's a bit messy. It's not that bad, and I could make it look really good in about 10 minutes, but I don't feel like moving. I did get some stuff done, while not moving. I updated some of my picture pages (randomly, of course). Pages 8, 9, 18 & 20 all have some new pix up. I should invest in still more pictures but I don't think I have the time.

Mollie has her surgery this week, and another one the week after; I'm worried about her. Mark called me to let me know that he had to run some errands, and he said that he read her blog and that she doesn't really have money for her meds, but I told him that when I talked to her last night she was on her meds, so I'm assuming she got them. If not, Mark obviously wants to help her as much as I do; that makes me proud of him. Things are always better when your friends get along with each other.

Laurie should be back in Michigan by the end of the week. I hope I'll get a chance to see her soon. And Shawn & Jonathan as well. I hate knowing people that are so cool, that I see so infrequently. It's just annoying. You meet people that are cool, and become friends with them, and you want to see them, but you just can't, and it sucks. I know that's true for everyone, but I'm feeling it a lot lately. Jennifer is in Washington, and Paul, Jason & Mark are in California; Amber is in Virginia, and a good number of my friends in Michigan really don't live that close to me.

Why am I whining so much?

And I miss Solomon & Janella too. And Nicole from Meijer; I'll have to get her phone # from Karen. erg. I have so much to get done, and things keep popping up, and I'm trying not to be stressed, but I just can't help it. I'm getting a lot done though, and that's cool.

I'll be 31 a week from Friday, which is something of a non-event for me. I really don't care about it. I don't feel bad or depressed or anything like that about getting older. And I think that Mark & I will have a lot of fun. We're going to Red Robin for my birthday; just the two of us. ;-0)

I know you're reading this Mark, so just let me say thank you for the shelf in advance...and I've really been enjoying our friendship lately. A lot. Thank You.

   posted by Bald Jason at 06:40 PM
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