Saturday, August 6, 2005

Mollie's surgery was the most painful thing she's ever experienced (and that's saying something, when it's Mollie); I wish there was more I could have done to help her - the whole thing just made me feel so helpless. It may be even worse for her later today; the whole thing just sucks beyond the telling of it. Mark & I went to see her at her apartment Thursday night (she didn't end up staying overnight at the hospital after all), and then later I went back & watched Firefly with Carrie, Mollie & Kenny, which was a lot of fun.

Friday, I had to get a ride to work, and I had a horrible headache, and I didn't feel that great, and once I got there, I was mostly ok. The day went by really slowly though. After work I started watching a movie and fell asleep for a couple of hours. Then I got up, shaved, showered, got dressed and stopped at Aut Bar on the way to Necto. I talked to Robert, and Garret, and Ian & his friend Michelle. I saw Becky & Scott. Patrick was there, and I danced with him; he's so cute. I danced with Fabio too. I was all in vinyl so I was super sweaty, but no one seemed to care. James was there. And a million other people I knew; it was very social.

I was waiting outside to say goodnight to Ian, and there was this stunningly hot guy named Mahesh, who I complimented, and then we were all over each other - like Way all over - like we had to stop when the police drove by or we would have been arrested. I was dead tired though, and I figured he just wanted sex, which is fine, except I've been looking for a boyfriend, and I just...I don't know. I'm turning into such a prude. But he was so beautiful; bi-racial guys are so hot! And he had these hazle/green eyes that were just...he should have been a model. He lives in Ann Arbor though, and he got my number, but if he calls me I'll be astounded. I just don't see it happening, which is too bad, because I could have licked him for hours ;-0) erg. His ass was amazing - his...his everything was the essence of yum.

I had missed a call from Jennifer while I was at the bar, and I called her back, and left a message, while I was peeling off my clothes. I took a much needed shower, and now I feel clean...tired, but not overly so. I have to get some work done, but I think I'll sleep first, actually. Mark said he might go see "The Island" tomorrow, but I'm not sure he'll actually go. We've been spending a lot of time together lately, and although he now knows that I'm giving him something on his birthday, and that all those sweet-tarts were intended for him, which I was kind of hoping he would never find out, at least until after my bithday... Even though he knows all of that, he still doesn't know what I'm actually giving him, which is sort of a surprise; I just suck at planning things.

Maybe Mark & I can go visit Mollie & company after we eat at Red Robin? That might be fun. Anyways... I'm off.

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