Monday, November 10, 2008

I got some sleep last night; got up around 7am. I had a really nice chat with my grandmother. I saw Mark off to work. Mark & I cuddled for a little while last night and talked, and very nearly slept in the same bed. I don't like to do that with Mark though. For 3 years we shared a bed, and when we broke up, I found it nearly intolerable to sleep alone. Now I don't have that problem, and though I sometimes share my bed with others (indeed, one month ago today I was asleep in my bed in Sean's arms), and while I have no troubles sleeping with Mark on a vacation, here, I guess I try to protect myself from ever needing him like that again.

I watched the new 'Brothers & Sisters' and 'Desperate Housewives' which were both good. I also, on impulse, downloaed the first few episodes of "LOST". I've never watched the show, and always planned to wait to see if the show ended well before viewing it. But this morning, finally, I let myself watch that first episode. I didn't get sucked into it the way I probably would have if I'd seen it when it was new, but now that it's over I do want some answers. The question is if they will ever be answered. It's that kind of thing that has prevented me from watching it. It seems an awful lot like the X-Files; not the premise of it, but the whole 'mythology' of it and all the questions...and I'm just afraid no answers will really be given and I'll feel like I wasted my time with it. For now I'm entertained, and that's fine...for now. I need to see the lastest 'True Blood' episode!

There's snow outside. There was snow outside yesterday, but in my hibernation I never saw it. It's cold and damp. It's that time of year where I generally try to stay inside and avoid all that exists outside. The last month or two I'd enjoyed leaving the condo for walks. Hopefully I'll get back to that in the spring time; I'm not really a winter person. I like the beauty of snow, and the cold can be like an exotic vacation, but I get tired of it fast.

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