Monday, January 5, 2009

I watched that Doctor Who special. Hope the new guy works out. His fingers are huge!

I had a really bad migrain. I wanked, took some midrin and a hot shower. I shaved. The combination worked like a charm and my headache is at the least subdued, and possibly gone for good; we'll see.

I printed up some info for my doctor's appointment, which is at 9am. I'm really super nervous about my appointment. I have a new doctor. A male doctor. I've not really had a steady male doctor since I was in my teens. And whatever new doctor I decide on, I'm going to have to talk about my sexuailty with, and certain subjects that I've never broached before, and I have to be comfortable with that doctor. It would be different if I was seeing my old doctor but I'm not. So there are layers of nervousness. I think as long as I'm completey up front about what I'm looking for in a doctor I'll be ok. I just need to let this guy know that I'm gay, and have these health concerns; that I want a doctor who is comfortable with that, and will suggest things to me without fear... and will be compassionate when I have to talk about things I'm uncomfortable with. And if this doctor says he can do that, then I'll be comfortable with him. I have to remember to tell him I need a new perscription for Midrin. I'm calling in my last refill today. Actually I need to call in my refills right now.

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