Tuesday, January 20, 2009

I went to Necto a bit after Mark got home. I wasn't sure I could make it, but Mark encouraged me to get out of the house, and it was great advice. I shaved and got dressed up; something I haven't really done in months. I weigh just under 180lbs. I was up to 190. My body weight has usually circled 170 the last few years, though 2 years ago when my stomach problems were getting bad I was down to 140. Before I started eating in about 1996, I weighed 120.

Anyways. I had fun at the bar. Saw some people. Danced to classic goth tunes, like Ministry's "Everyday is Halloween", Siouxsie's "Cities in Dust"(?), Apop's "Love Never Dies" - plus other assorted tracks, such as Ladytron's "Destroy Everything You Touch". A fun time was had by Jason. ;-0)

But I feel fat. I got some exercise thouogh, which I'm glad about. But I'd really like to get back down to 170 which isn't too small, and isn't too big. It's my perfect weight in my opinion. Blah. I just feel out of shape, and I don't like it. Even though I got hit on a bit. It's not about that. It's about me.

It's now Tuesday. Less than 4 days until BSG. :-0)

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