Tuesday, February 8, 2005

I'm on a huge George Michael kick lately; I've been listening to "Older" & "Patience" all week, and I'm loving them. I have today off, and I'm listening to them right now. I started writing poetry again recently; feels good! ;-0)

I had the first of my new webpage photos taken the other day, and that feels good too; I've been putting that off for so long. It's not so much that I'm vain, as I feel kind of dishonest; not having current photos for people to see exactly who I am at this moment in time, you know? This was so much easier to get done when I was worried that everyone I knew was gonna die; lol. But this is fun too. lol

I got a new toy this weekend ;-0) It's easily my favorite one ever! I'm sure it will be in some of the new pictures; when I post them, probably next month I'll also rearrange all the pix I already have; I like my randomness, and would like to keep it going.

I find myself wanting to expand my webpage; I want to reveal even more. I want to expose my fears & my flaws; I've already done that to some degree, but I want to give more; I want to be understood, and I want there to be a clear 'picture' of who I am, or at least a decent snapshot.

I miss Shawn. I should write him. And I liked meeting Jonathan, though he seemed a bit freaked by the experience; hope he doesn't...I'm sure he doesn't hate me, but it would be nice if we could get along; he seemed so funny, and cute, and I had a dream the other night that I was leaving this picknic in the middle of this huge redwood forest and I was with Mark & Mollie, and my sisters, and I said I had to go say goodbye to Shawn & Jonathan, which was odd because they weren't even there before, and then there they were, but they were driving away before I could say goodbye. :-( Erg.

I need to go workout.

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