Thursday, September 15, 2005

I did go dancing Monday night, though the DJ who was in from New York sucked beyond the telling of it. I didn't even dance for the first hour and I got there around midnight! After the music got slightly better and dancing was involved this big round red shirt guy came on to the dance floor are started "dancing", which I moved away from. He was with a friend and they were both so obviously tweaking. Big Red came over towards me and I backed away and he followed and I told him to keep the fuck away from me, but he didn't listen. I pushed him as hard as I could (which given his weight, was quite an accomplishment) and he stumbled back and wandered away. Later he came back and there was more drama, which became even more dramatic. He said he just wanted to touch me, and I told him I just wanted him to fuck off. Then he touched a girl and this hot guy with dreads punched him good. They were removed from the bar, and taken away by the police. After the bar closed (which was only minutes later) and everyone was gathering outside the assholes (Red & Black) showed up again, and the cops came and took them away again. End of Drama. Vincent, Sandor, Paul & Amy were there. A good time was mostly had by all, though the lack of good music really sucked.

I forgot to call Scott on Monday. The whole Mollie Cutting thing kind of through me off the whole date mind-set. I still haven't called him, and now I don't know if I should or not?

Tuesday I got some sleep. Later I took my rentals back and rented the 1st 2 discs of Nip/Tuck and Baquiat; though the surgeries made me feel a bit queasy I got sucked into Nip/Tuck and watched all 6 episodes without even trying. I think Mollie will like it. It has lots of gay characters and plotlines - though so far no guy on guy stuff, though from what I've heard, that's soon to change in the upcoming 3rd season. I liked Basquiat at first (the cast is fucking awesome!) but it got a bit boring after awhile - I slept and finished the movie just before Mark got home from work on Wednesday.

We talked to Mollie on the phone; she was playing Spyro, and she sounded good. She wants to hang out Saturday and watch Nip/Tuck. I'm gonna try to put the episodes on tape for her; and hopefully I get the 1st 2 seasons for us, as I'd like to watch the 3rd season as it airs; though maybe not the first few weeks as it starts in a couple of days. I forgot to tell her that JLU is on Saturday 10pm-11pm and that for that hour I'll be glued to cartoon network. ;-0) Mark & I talked to her about getting her some help; the help that she can't really get from her friends. I think things could work out for her; she's got amazing reserves of strength; I just think that all these complicated things are hitting her all at once, and have been doing so for a disturbing amount of time - who wouldn't be doing what she's doing under such stress? But I love her and I want her to be well. This could help with that, and Mark was so upfront about everything on the phone, and how concerned he was for her. If Mark can change like that then anything is possible.

I've been slowly, but surely continuing my Animated Batman guide, which has been fun.

Oh - I talked to Mom yesterday because I saw this girl the other night who is friends with a friend (Colleen) of my younger sister's; this girl (Rachel I think her name is) cant get ahold of Colleen and asked me to get this message to her. But Jamie wasn't home. Mom told me that Colleen and Jamie were supposed to stay the weekend with Jamie's fiance Mark, but Jamie didn't feel like going and Colleen went without her, which Jamie thougt was odd, and what I thought was just fucking tacky. And Colleen once told me that Mark tried to get in her pants before Jamie - which has me super worried for Jamie's feelings. If I see Colleen at her work anytime soon I'll ask her what's going on.

Mom was babysitting Justin, Jordan & Jonathan, and I got to talk to Justin on the phone for a few minutes. He said they loved the Batman/Superman dvd I gave them (which I already knew because they're mother told me so on the phone previously). Justin said that he prefers Batman & that Jordan prefers Superman. I love them both; maybe I can share my Batman/Superman collection with them once I know what order to put them in. Talking with Justin, Jordan, Jillian & Jonathan is one of the truly joyous parts of my life.

So the sty on my eyelid is still there, but at least it's not on the inside jabbing into my eyeball anymore. When I see it, it makes me think of my dad. He gets them all the time, but his are so much worse than this. I wonder if that's coming up for me in the future, but I kind of think that it won't happen with me because I have such a different life than he has and can go to the doctor and stuff. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I could afford to buy him clothes, or get his teeth fixed or shaved him or something, and just started working out with him, the way I did when I was little. It kind of hurts to think about him that way though. It hurts to remember when he seemed like my dad, and not this crazy David guy. Janice probably understands this.

I work today & tomorrow, but I have Saturday off. I already shaved, and my work clothes are in the washer; actually I should probably go put them in the dryer. I'll write more eventually.

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