Tuesday, February 8, 2005

I'm on a huge George Michael kick lately; I've been listening to "Older" & "Patience" all week, and I'm loving them. I have today off, and I'm listening to them right now. I started writing poetry again recently; feels good! ;-0)

I had the first of my new webpage photos taken the other day, and that feels good too; I've been putting that off for so long. It's not so much that I'm vain, as I feel kind of dishonest; not having current photos for people to see exactly who I am at this moment in time, you know? This was so much easier to get done when I was worried that everyone I knew was gonna die; lol. But this is fun too. lol

I got a new toy this weekend ;-0) It's easily my favorite one ever! I'm sure it will be in some of the new pictures; when I post them, probably next month I'll also rearrange all the pix I already have; I like my randomness, and would like to keep it going.

I find myself wanting to expand my webpage; I want to reveal even more. I want to expose my fears & my flaws; I've already done that to some degree, but I want to give more; I want to be understood, and I want there to be a clear 'picture' of who I am, or at least a decent snapshot.

I miss Shawn. I should write him. And I liked meeting Jonathan, though he seemed a bit freaked by the experience; hope he doesn't...I'm sure he doesn't hate me, but it would be nice if we could get along; he seemed so funny, and cute, and I had a dream the other night that I was leaving this picknic in the middle of this huge redwood forest and I was with Mark & Mollie, and my sisters, and I said I had to go say goodbye to Shawn & Jonathan, which was odd because they weren't even there before, and then there they were, but they were driving away before I could say goodbye. :-( Erg.

I need to go workout.

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   Wednesday, February 9, 2005

I watched Saturday's JLU episode; it was nice; it had Inara from Firefly as the voice of Black Canary ;-0) Me Like Her. Mark helped me out, taking pictures of me last night; I'm tempted to get some of them developed today, but part of me wants to wait and get like 10 rolls done all at once ;-0) We'll see which part wins.

My friend Matt called last night; he's lonely and sad, and it sucks because he's really a great guy; we went out for all of 5 minutes before he dumped me, which he's regretted ever since, and which I got over in the mean time, and now see him as just a friend. He's coming over tonight around 10pm to hang out; he'll probably stay the night; we both have Thursday off; he lives in Bowling Green with his folks.

I'm tired; I didn't really realize how much until this moment. And it's really warm in my room. blah.

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Work was fine today; I slept in, since I'd shaved my head with a razor the night before I didn't need to do it this morning, which was nice, actually. Work flew by. I got some of my film developed today, which rocks ;-0) Though Mark is unhappy with a lot of it; seems that my camera's a bit busted; which he's complaining about endlessly, which is bringing me down; I must be tired for this to bother me so much. I'm very tired; maybe it's the weather; lots of snow today.

Matt left me a message saying he wasn't going to make it out tonight because of the weather & his car is having problems; too bad; I was looking forward to the visit. A new ALIAS is on tonight, and I'll probably get some reading done...but beyond that I have no plans now.

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