Sunday, July 9, 2006

I watched the first disc of the extended Two Towers Saturday morning. I slept some more, which was great. I really cherish my sleep these days. We went to Best Buy and Comp USA to check out monitors, but it mostly sucked, though I got a great cd binder for my photo cds. We went to Hollywood to return BI2, and mark rented a movie. I saw Andrea, Joe, Kyle, Nate & Pat(!) there. Andrea said she had read the poem I wrote for Heidi on my webpage and she seemed to really like it. My stomach was a bit cranky so Mark dropped me off at home before he went to get icecream.

I watched some Smallville. Parts of it are amazing this season, but other parts are really stupid. The stupid parts could have been great if they produced them better, but they make them really hokey, which is a shame. Still, the episodes have been mostly good.

I couldn't get in touch with my Grandma so I didn't try to track down my dad. I'm still geeked about a new computer for my b-day, as I'll be able to do recordings in my room, and I'll finally have some hard drive space! ;-0)

I went to Aut Bar for a few hours. I watched people play pool, which always relaxes me. Sam White was there, and I think he was trying to hit on me, but I wasn't having any of it. This guy Tony was there; I wrote about him years ago, when I first met him. He was so closeted back then that it really hurt me; it was just so beyond sad, the lengths he went to, just to be himself at the Aut Bar. He came up to me and said that he has since come out to everyone, and that it went very well with everyone, and I congratulated him. I also told him I'd write a sequel. lol

Chad & Rodger were there, and I hung out with them for a while. I wanted to bring Chad over to hang out in my room, like we meant to do last week, but I didn't want to drag him away from Rodger. As it stands now, I only intend to be friends with Chad. I don't even really want to think about dating anyone right now, which is fine with me. I left after saying goodbye to everybody.

I called Steven Ball in the car, while I sat in the parking lot. He is back in Ann Arbor, just as he said he would be. We're going to try to get together sometime after Thursday, as he's uber-busy. That would rock. He said my calls were always welcomed. ;-0)

My cousin Joy, posted a comment on my myspace profile. She said I was amazing, and she wants to catch up with me in person, sometime soon. I'll see if I can swing that sometime this week. We'll see. I have a lot of stuff to do, actually.

I've been scanning old photos; they're really cool to see. I just scanned some really old Mark/Jason photos; we were so cute back then. lol I was 21 in those pictures; Mark was 24. ;-0) I also scanned some pix of me when I was very young, and others of my relatives. It's really tedious work, but it's fun to see all the faces.

Kim sent me an e-mail asking if I could make a wallpaper for her computer, using some artwork I'd done, and her poetry. I'll be working on that this week. Hope she likes the end results. She's so adorable!

I'm aching for that Michelle Featherstone cd. Maybe I could get that from Bryan tomorrow before work. I'd like to listen to it there, it's very calming. I close the store tomorrow night. I have Monday, Tuesday, Thursday & Saturday off. The store has been mostly dead lately, or extremely busy - with no middle ground. I'm being sent home early fairly often, just because business has been so slow, which is common in the summer.

I need to sleep.

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I couldn't sleep. I watched Smallville. I only have 10 more episodes left in the 4th season - but those episodes are on discs I don't currently have. Hopefully Mark will watch the movie he rented, before I go to work, so I can rent the final 3 discs. I love tv shows on dvd. ;-0) I'm going to bed soon though.

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   Monday, July 10, 2006

I slept well Sunday. I was on time for work. Work was mostly good, with a side of great. Solomon & Janella stopped in; they are both looking so fit! ;-0) I got to see Heidi when I first got there, which was fantastic! Andrea and Joe were also there, and tons of fun. We were mostly dead, yet again, but I got several bundles, which was nice. I was really tired when I left work.

When I got home, Mark was upset that I lost my borders reward zone card. Only I didn't. I gave it to him ages ago, with the gift card they sent us, with the completely wrong dollar amount on it. I've been after him for months and months to have it fixed, but he didn't get around to it until today. Hopefully it can be rectified, but if not, it's not my fault, and I'm not going to worry about it.

I got a myspace message from my old friend Jason Brooks, saying that he missed me like crazy and that he was really fucked up. I wrote him back right away and then he sent me 3 messages all in a row. I called him and he was drunk. We talked for a few hours, about the past and the present, and renewed our friendship and love. It was all very cool. We're going to attempt to hang out soon. This guy, knew me when I had hair! We met in church, when we were kids, and he was my best friend for years and years! We just drifted apart around 1996, and we've never been very close since then, though there were a few visits in there. Our mom's didn't get along, but our families were both really fucked up; though people wouldn't know it to look at us, exactly. It's neat that we became friends, and it was a lot of fun talking to him. He told me he loved me, and it was all good. He also said that if I ever offed myself he'd haunt me in my afterlife and I'd be sorry! lol ;-0)

I talked to Mark about Jason for a bit, and then let him get to sleep, while I ate and finished an episode of Smallville I started watching at work. Now I'm going to work on Jeremy's cd. I haven't heard from him since Friday morning; that's only a couple days; I'm sure he's fine. He works at the club Sunday nights, so he's probably in bed now, or not. He has Mondays off. He said that we needed to talk again when we talked on Friday, and I have Monday off too so maybe he'll call me later today?

I want to go to Nate's birthday party tonight at Goodtime Charly's! I want to go to Necto too. I want to get Mark and take a trip to my grandmother's house and get a bunch of pictures of her! I want to hang out with Jason Brooks, and my cousin Joy, and my ex Catherine, and Elvis, and Jeremy, & Steven. I want a lot - but none if it can be bought in a store. ;-0)

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They've been working on the vacant condo next door most of the day, so I couldn't get any recording done, which pissed me off. I need to record a bunch of stuff, and then I have to edit that, before mixing it with music, which is a long process that I don't really love. But the end result is almost always worth it. I would like to get that done, but everytime I have the time set aside, something fucks it up. I got some sleep today; go me; I'm on a roll.

I haven't heard from Jeremy. Friday morning, he seemed to want to get together soon to talk, but maybe something's changed, or he's just exhausted, or something. I'm trying not to call him though. erg. This sucks. lol

"Gay Sex In The 70s" arrived today. lol Paul told me it was great, so I ordered it weeks ago. I haven't been buying a lot of movies lately. This one looks like it BELONGS on my shelf though. Maybe I'll watch it this week. I watched another episode of Smallville while I ate, at around 6pm; that leave 5 more before I've seen all the episodes that are currently available on dvd.

Nate's 22nd Birthday Party is tonight, at around 9pm. A couple of weeks ago I'd have invited Jeremy so he could meet everybody. I guess I still could; he does still want to meet my people. But it's kind of short notice, and with all the recent stuff...maybe I shouldn't. I sense my resolve is weakening. lol It's just that I've been working on editing this track for several days now, and if it works, it's going to kick all kinds of ass, and so I'm mixing all this stuff, and it's all about him... It's probably good therapy, but it means I have to think about him. BLAH!

I should maybe shave. I've been really lax about shaving lately. It's been getting a great response from people. I usually grow it out every 3 months for about about a week, and then shave it, but lately, I shave it and then go right back to letting it grow out again. Part of that was because Jeremy really dug it, but I'm starting to like it a lot too.

It was really great talking with Jason Brooks last night. It's been fun meeting a lot of people lately. I really do enjoy getting to know people, and becoming friends with them, and getting to catch up with them. That probably sounds stupid, because I bet most people are like that, but I just wanted that out there, for the record. New friends Kim, Magan, & Chad have been such a nice change. I'm grateful.

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So, I just tried to call Mollie. Only I didn't call her. I called Jeremy. I just hit talk on my phone because she's always the last person I've called. Only she wasn't. And I'm officially stupid. I left a lame message, rather than hangup; I try to always leave a message, because people who don't are often annoying. lol

And on the random, annoying trouble side of things:

Our bathroom sink doesn't work. It's clogged. It's been shut off for over a week because we don't have cash for a plumber. I forget that it's off and I when I use my listerine I spit down the drain and then try to turn the water on, only there isn't any. I don't do this every day, but fairly often. I noticed there was something weird in the sink today, and Mark all but accused me of creating a problem, on purpose, and that the fumes from this, whatever it is in the sink, is going to kill him. It doesn't look like anything that came out of my mouth. He even stated that it looks like the remnants from my razor, which I used to empty in the sink, but I haven't done that since the water was shut off, as I usually rinse it out before I use it - so I know there's not water blah blah blah. He just keeps glaring at me, and when I ask him to stop...he doesn't. I had to ask him to leave my room, and then said that I wanted him to die alone. People don't see this side of Mark, but I'm not the only drama queen living in this house.

He was talking to me earlier about what he wants to do to get even with a company that's screwing us over. When he talks like this it makes me worry about him. When I worry, my stomach gets upset, and I get sick. I try not to worry about stuff. I try not to get angry or depressed because I don't like to feel sick. I told him that I was on his side, but that I just don't agree with his ideas of solving the problems - because they're more trouble than they are worth; they could potentially be quite a hassle for us, and most likely wouldn't be much of anything to those he's intending to annoy. He said that I wasn't on his side then. I told him that if he does anything like what he was planning that I didn't want to know about it because it would only stress me out and I don't want that in my life. We have arguments like this fairly often. It's one of the negatives of our relationship.

But there are a lot of positives also. We're not always like that. Mark forgets stuff all the time, and I get left with the blame for all sorts of things that no person with a memory would be blaming me for...but as annoying as that is, it's not the majority of our very close friendship. We have our jokes, and our cuddles, and our support and kindness...and our problems. It's almost always worth it. And I'm pretty sure anyone who sees us understands that. I just wish...

I don't know.

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Ooh. Something else. I just remembered, that Sunday night I was in a fantastic mood, and I was talking to Heidi, and she said that I looked younger... Usually my facial hair makes me look older, I think, but Heidi said she thought I looked younger. Maybe it was just because I was smiling so much.

I just wanted to add that. I'm not always ill. And I'm not always whining. And I'm not always sad. Sometimes I'm very happy. And as long as that's true, then no one need worry. ;-0)

I need to shave and shower and stuff, and arrive late to the party, as is my nature.

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   Tuesday, July 11, 2006

I had a great night! Jeremy called me back, and he agreed to record something for his cd, which rocks, as I was wondering how I was going to do that. I'll see him sometime this week, before he goes off for a week with Danny to Danny's parents up North; they're also going to Mackinack, where Jeremy has never been! That's so funny! I told Mark that and he lauged too. We had been planning to go this summer with our friends, but the trip still hasn't happened. It would have been freaky if we'd all gone with out telling each other and then ran into each other there. Mark says he wishes we'd gone before now, so they wouldn't think we were copying them!?! lol That just makes me laugh harder. I also want to go to Greenfield Village; I haven't been there since I was a kid, and I think it would be fun.

So I shaved (all the fur is gone for now, but don't worry it will be back very soon) and showered and then Jeremy called, and I called him back, and we talked - then I got dressed and went to Nate's party. Nate, Bobby, Bryan, Sarah, & Lindsy were all there. Heidi and her roomie showed up later, and I finally got to meet her, which was fabulous. Nate's friends Erich and Andy showed up later. I stayed until a little after midnight, then went to Necto, where I also had a blast. I danced a lot, and got some good pictures (I hope). I saw a lot of people I knew, and I met this really cool girl named Freedom, who danced with me all night long. It was like dancing with my ex-gf Jennifer; people who didn't know me, thought I was straight!?! lol That's so funny! Matt Renck, and other Aut people (Michael, and Michael) were there. Angela, online gothgirl was there. Vince, Brian Cagle, Becky, Scott, Dan/Jinx, and other were there. It was really packed because one of the guys from VNV NATION was DJing, but I had no clue; I just wanted to dance, and I fricking danced a lot.

Now I'm home, and I've showered, and I ate (while watching Smallville - 4 more to go), and brushed my teeth, and I wrote this... I want to work on the JCD, but I also want to go to Meijer. I want to see if Frank is working because I haven't seen him in weeks, but I also need body wash, boost, and a containing for all the photos I've scanned; I need more film too. ;-0) I have no clue what I'll end up doing.

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So I worked on the cd some more. I didn't go to Meijer. I tried to get some recording done today, because I now have the first chronolgical track (though I may + an intro of sorts later) all planned out, but I had problems with the recording, which Mark has since fixed, but I can't record while he & the dog watch tv. Ugh!

I did sleep today, which was nice. I've been chatting on gay.com for awhile. I met a boy named Matthew, who used to date Steve Ball. I swear, everyone I know has dated him or wanted to date him, which I didn't know about until after I got in touch with him again. CRAZY! It looks like I'll be going out with Matthew on Thursday.

I've also been chatting with this guy Jim, who met me once a long time ago, and is friends with Polly; Kelli's ex-gf. He is still close with Kelli, while I am not. He's cute, and he's funny. Perhaps we'll hang out sometime. I don't know. It could be fun. He works right next door to where Mollie works.

The thing is, I'm trying to date. I really am. I'm trying to make this summer fun. I'm trying to take LOTS of pictures, and have good times with my friends - and I'm not taking anything too seriously. And even with some physical problems, and some bumps along the road, I'm mostly getting the job done, which is great! I feel really good about that. I took Jeremy seriously, but it was getting pretty serious. And it still is, on many levels, but what would have sent me packing a few years ago... I've just decided to not let the bad stuff get to me as much. And I think that's healthy.

Go me! ;-0)

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   Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Last night, around 8:30pm, I remembered that Bryan had said Tuesday night would be a good time to stop by and get my Michelle Featherstone CD, along with loads of pictures that Bryan had on his computer. I showered and dressed, and was aboutt o call him as I walked out the door, when the phone rang. It was Carrie. She asked if Adam or Mollie had called me, and when I told her they hadn't she let me know that my best friend Mollie is in the ER. They thought it was kidney stone related as Mollie was supposed to have surgery for one of those in a few weeks anyways - but it wasn't. I went directly to the ER, and got there shortly before Carrie. Mollie looked horrible, but at least she was on some nice meds, and she was kind of in & out. They were preping her for a pelvic. I didn't think that I could do anything for her, and I didn't want to get in the way (plus I still had errands to run before I could get home & work), so I told her I loved her, and I went to Bryan's.

I thought getting the pix from Bryan's computer would be simple as pie. Well, apparently, I don't know how to make pie. Or maybe I was aiming for pie, and it was really cake or something. Point is, it sucked, and took forever. And Bryan's apartment was HOT, but then so was Bryan in his shorts, flaunting his hot bod. ;-0) I got the pix & the cd around 11:30, then headed to Hollywood to drop off some DVDs. Carrie called me when I got there, and told me a horror story about Mollie's pelvic exam, which apparently involved scissors, and then sending Mollie to stumble back to her room, crying, alone!?! Then I wished I had stayed so I could have yelled and people! Mollie was hyperventilating and a nurse came in and told her to calm down or it would get worse. After Mollie had calmed down from her trauma in the ER, they said they were going to hook her up to a catheter, and gave her more meds. That's the last that I heard. Carrie picked up Mollie's brother Kenny, and dropped him back off at the ER, and then called me on her way home. Adam and Kenny are supposed to get the word out if something changes...and I'm super worried about her now. erg.

I went to the Saline Ann Arbor Road Meijer to get a storage container for pix I've scanned, and for boost and stuff, but they didn't have some of the stuff I needed, so I just flirted with Frank (who has dyed his hair, and has a crush on some guy named Brad I think), and then went to the Zeeb Rd. Meijer & got everything I needed, except water, which I got from Kroger on the way home. I was beat.

Mark was asleep on the couch when I got home, around 1:10am. I got undressed, ate, and got the Michelle Featherstone tunes on my computer, along with the Bryan Pix - only they were filed in such a way that it has taken me over 3 hours!?! I finished that, and went to gay.com. Karen was chatting and I wished her a happy birthday (she's 33 today), and then told her about Mollie.

I didn't stay long on gay.com because I'm so exhausted, but I want to get some recording done. I think I'm gonna take a shower, and see if that wakes me up any. I need to get this recording done, but maybe I should just do it tomorrow night? I have to work tonight, and if I don't sleep, I won't be happy - but what I really need is to get away from the fricking computer.

I checked my e-mail before writing this, and the Matt boy I met had e-mailed me saying he checked out my webpage and enjoyed chatting with me, and looks forward to meeting me on Thursday. That's cool. I just wish I had a billion hours of studio time to get this damned cd in bed. roar.

I'm out of here.

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I did the shower thing, got some recording and mixing done, and I now have a nearly finished, first draft of track 02. It was meant to be track zero one, but I realize now that I want there to be some kind of pre-prologue introduction. This project is shaping up in my mind. I wish Laurie was still in touch, because I think she'd love this one! ;-0) Hopefully Jeremy will enjoy it, or at least understand the artistic scope that was intended, if I fail. lol ;-0)

Ok. I should get some sleep. But now I'm tempted to work on some more. I don't know which will win out.

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   Thursday, July 13, 2006

I got very little sleep Wednesday morning. I later found out that Mollie may have cancer, which she's not worried about, but I am. She'll know for certain in 2 weeks. She has a growth on one of her fallopian tubes. But she has drugs and chocolate, so she says she's ok for now. I hope that's true, in a deeper sense as well.

erg.

I worked with DJ, Bobby, Andrea & Joe. That was mostly good. I started rewatching "Love! Valour! Compassion!", on my break, which I've meant to do for some time now, but never found the time. Bryan & Jeremy both told me that Jeremy had opened an account at the store, so I put a note on there letting everyone know that he prefers to be called Jeremy, and that they should be extra nice to him. lol And I noticed he had "10 Attitudes" checked out. Sadly, I own that movie; it sucks. If I'm ever working when he stops in, I'll give him some good ones, or point him to my top movie shelf.

I left work on time, got some food, and ate in the car, while I waited for Mark. I was told to get him out on time because he had a condo association meeting to go to, but he screwed up, as the meeting is actually tonight. I'm supposed to have a date tonight, but I'll be without the car now, which annoys me. I went to bed when we got home, and I slept until around 12:30am. I did the e-mail/chat thing for a while. I read. I spent some time just thinking. And then I finished of season 4 of Smallville.

Mark's getting ready to leave for work. I'm going to take a nap, and then get some more cd stuff done (I hope). That book I ordered for Jeremy arrived, but I'm not sure when I'll see him next. He said he'd visit me sometime before he & Danny go on their trip, and I believe they leave on Sunday. I haven't heard from Kim lately; I should call her or something.

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I was going to do some recording today, but I somehow deleted a bunch of stuff I needed, and now I have to start from scratch. It's pretty frustrating. I was hoping to talk to Jeremy about it; that and a lot of things, but he's probably in a meeting or at work or something. I miss him. For some reason, I thought that even though he's going through something huge, and even though we're no longer a couple, that I'd still see him all the time. I'm often stupid in that way. I've finished some tracks for his cd, but they're all kind of abstract; they aren't about us per say, and maybe aren't about him, but an idea or dream of him. The stuff I have to record now, is about us, and I don't even know what we are now. I mean...I know we're friends. I just don't know what's going on in his head, and I want to know. And there are things going on in my head, that I wish I could share with him, but he hasn't even returned any of my e-mails in over 2 weeks. He told me not to read into anything, but I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do. I mean...if I'm not suppsoed to interpret what's NOT being said, what else do I have? I have him saying that I shouldn't. But I wish I had him telling me what was happening...in detail. I've never been good at the vague or the subtle. I need blatant, direct, honesty.

I think I'm crying. lol All of these things that have been happening (or not happening) lately are just catching up to me and I just need to get this out. But I'm not depressed, or unhappy per say. I just; there's been so much STUFF in the last few weeks, and so much pressure and doubt and disappointment, and worry, and there are so many things that I want to say to so many people, but I can't because of circumstances that are bigger than my need to talk it out. And I can't write about that stuff here, because they read this blog.

A Jeremy cuddle would kick ass about now.

I'm supposed to go out tonight. I'm looking forward to it, and here I am, crying. This is so my life lately. I need to take a shower anyways. Mark will be off work soon, and he has to come home to drop off the dog, and then I'm driving him to his condo meeting.

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   Friday, July 14, 2006

So I got stood up last night, but I don't really care. Seriously. I finally got that long talk with Jeremy that has been denied me since July 2. I felt so much better after that, and nothing could phase me. Things are back on track. We're not a couple anymore, but we're friends with benefits. That's not my usual ideal, but it seems like the right choice for now. As long as we're both honest about what we're feeling, and what we're doing it should be fine. Or at least that's the current theory. lol He going to come see me at work today, for which I'm super excited. He's also going to stop by tomorrow to record a tiny bit for his cd, which I discussed with him and he totally gets it!!! ;-0) Very cool. So, tonight I've got to get cracking on that one track, so it's ready for him, which should be a lot more fun now, than it was earlier.

I went to bed around 4am, and woke up around 7:20am. What's up with that? I don't know, but I'm super wide awake. I checked my e-mail, and there was a new myspace message from Mollie, whom I also talked to last night (which was also super cool). I went to check the message though, and the myspace mail is down!?! Fuck. I went to her myspace blog, and she had an entry about waking up around 1:15am, and having a panic attack, and crying! So now I'm super worried, and wondering what the message said. But on a side note, her blog entry for this entry was called "Why does everything have to have a name?" - which is something of a joke, based on a bad acid trip some friends of mine had. lol They got caught in this kind of conversational loop, and it always came back to that question! It was so insane, yet funny. And I'm pretty sure Mollie is referencing that on purpose, because she's just that cool.

I love my Mollie.

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Oh, and I don't think I mentioned that the 2nd Season of Batman Beyond (that's 26 episodes) and the 1st & 2nd seasons of Justice League Unlimited (that's also 26 episodes - and includes the massive Cadmus Arc) will be released on DVD October 24! I'm hyped about those releases. That means that each of those shows can finish their releases with a final 13 episode set (26 episodes combined). Hopefully Static Shock and The Zeta Project won't be far behind! ;-0) Batman Beyond appears in 1 episode of Static Shock, and 1 episode of The Zeta Project, so Batman Beyond won't be complete without them. Batman, Robin, Joker, Poison Ivy, Harley Quinn, Sinestro, Green Lantern, Flash, Brainiac, Hawkgirl, Martian Manhunter, Superman, Toyman, & Darcy all made appearances on Static Shock. While Zeta appeared in 2 Batman Beyond episodes - and the Zeta type androids, or related type droids were seen throughout the run of Justice League. I love continuity.

I'm also psyched by upcoming Trek fiction reports, but I don't feel like going into those just yet. Besides, I need to put my work clothes in the dryer, and at least attempt to get a little more sleep.

   posted by Bald Jason at 07:55 AM
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No more sleep for me. I have to drive Mark to work. He didn't get up for work either. I had to drag him out of bed, twice, and he's supposed to be there in 10 minutes. He's in the shower now. The dog is watching me type this. Mark's parents will be back on Sunday, so the dog will be leaving us soon. I don't hate the dog, but it will be nice not worrying about it, or having to deal with it barking any time that Mark's not around. I think Mark will miss her a lot, which makes me sad for him.

So, I'll probably get home from driving Mark to work (and putting gas in the car) and take a nap. Everything is set for me to get to work on time. My bag is ready, my clothes are clean; I shaved my head last night, and showered this morning. ;-0) I'm good - in a very good mood. I'm going to check to see if I can read that myspace message from Mollie yet.

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   Saturday, July 15, 2006

I was early to work yesterday. Business was slow. I got to work with Heidi, for the first time in months, which was great. Lindsy, Matt's former roomie, stopped in; always nice to see her. Gloria, the DM stopped in, and gave me & Bryan Exceptional Guest Service pins. ;-0) She was only going to give me one, but I revealed that Bryan had helped me out. Go me! Jeremy stopped by to return his crappy gay movie. We walked over to the gas station where Mollie used to work to get gum or something; I wasn't really paying attention to that part. He'd changed his hair, and it was nice to see him, but it was odd too. I don't know what that was exactly. I guess that will take time. We hugged a couple of times, and he gave me a quick kiss. He said he'd call me that night to let me know if he'd be coming over that night or tonight. He never called; I hope he's ok.

Art Fair is coming fast. Yuck. I hate Art Fair. But maybe I'll wander the streets regardless. I don't know. Usually I hibernate that week. I work a lot more this week than usual though, and one of my dr. appointments is this week. We'll see that all plays out.

I worked on Jeremy's cd last night. I'm happy with what I've finished, and what I've started working on, but this one track is kicking my ass. I like everything I've done, but it's going to be pretty long, so I want to find some way to jazz it up a bit, and I'm not sure how I'm going to do that. I'll most likely have to remix it again. Blah.

I watched Return of the King last night. I've got the 5th Season of Smallville now to watch. Soon I'll be completely caught up and ready for the upcoming Season 6.

Mark, Mollie & I were all supposed to attend the Baby Shower for Robert & Kayla, but we all missed it. We're hopeing to go later tonight. Mollie had long standing plans with Carrie and didn't want to cancel them, as she and Carrie had been looking forward to them for some time, and they both really NEEDED that time. I didn't know what time Jeremy was coming over, so that was one thing. Then, after working on the cd for most of the night, I was exhausted, and wanted to sleep. Then Mark's dad came over to get his dog (yay!), and stayed for HOURS helping Mark fix the bathroom sink - and taking Mark to the ER when Mark sprained his ankle!?! I've been cleaning my room; doing laundry, and reoganizing my room since I woke up around 4:30pm. I hope the turn out for the Baby Shower was good, excluding us - and that they know that we'll still be supporting them, and that we were thinking of them.

Jeremy said if he came over tonight it would be after he got off work. I'm assuming that meant the salon and WRAP, and I have no clue what time that would be. I don't even know if he's still planning on coming over, as he didn't call last night. I'm going to respond to some e-mail and then get back to work.

   posted by Bald Jason at 05:53 PM
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