Sunday, December 2, 2007

The shower I took after the last entry did help with my headache. Michael came over again, and we finished off season of Doctor Who, then went to bed. It was really hot in my room, so Michael went downstairs, saying he might be back up after watching some Buffy. He watched one episode then fell asleep on the couch. I slept pretty well.

When I got up this morning things were still going well. Mike got up shortly after me, and we started season 2 of Doctor Who. Just as the 2nd episode was ending, my stomach, which hasn't much bothered me for nearly 2 weeks, all but imploded. I was in pain. Mark went to the store for me. Mike continued watching Who, which was fine with me. Eventually Mike left to get some stuff done at home. I called into work. My stomach started feeling better, but not good enough for me to go out; and I couldn't bear the thought of standing all night.

I worked on sorting some of my fan art collection, and finding more; a never ending cycle. Later I talked to Mike online, and told him I was sorry if I was bitchy earlier (cause I was), and said that if he could put up with my bitchy moments, and continuous stomach problems that I'd love to call him my boyfriend. He said that sounded cool, as long as I could put up with him not being perfect, and him crying in my room sometimes. So we made it official. Boyfriends.

Mark wanted pizza and I needed to eat. Mike wanted to come back over. And I wanted more tape so I could put up more pictures in my room. Mike offered to get the tape as he lives very near to Staples, and they were closing soon. After he picked it up, and got ready to come over, Mark left to go to the bank and pick up the food, which I ordered as Mark left.

Michael arrived before Mark, and it was all I could do to NOT fuck him on the spot. I did play a little. Roar. When Mark arrived we ate the food (which I didnt' think was that good) and watched the next 2 episodes of Doctor Who ("Rise of the Cybermen" / "The Age of Steel"). It was nice. But my stomach was still upset, and I was trying to ignore that and have a good time. Mark and Michael helped with that.

After Who, Mark headed to his room, and Mike and I chatted, randomly. I wandered upstairs and thought to update my blog. I went down to check on Michael but he seemed to have fallen asleep on the couch. I must have woken him up when I came back upstairs because he soon followed and is on the bed behind me at this very moment.

Hopefully my stomach starts feeling better pronto. I really enjoyed the last two weeks. It was almost like I was just a normal guy. ;-0)

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Mark taught me & Mike to use the new camera and we fooled around with it for a bit...then did other stuff. We showered, and Mike just left. He has class in the morning, but is free 3 nights in a row, starting on Tuesday. My stomach doesn't seem to be bothering me at this exact moment, but I'm not holding my breath. I think it's most likely lurking; waiting to attack when I least expect it.

On a side note. I just realized I let Lucas borrow another dvd of mine that I'm never getting back. Damn It. I'll have to reorder it, which I hate, but I really don't feel like going out there again...though I do need to call his roomie, Carrie to see if she got the card and mashup cd I gave her. I wouldn't put it past Lucas to open her mail. Bastard.

Things with Michael are good...but I have some random thoughts running through my head, and perhaps I'm worrying over nothing. We'll see. I'm probably just tired. I'm downloading the new Desperate Housewives. When that's done, I'll probably burn more Doctor Who for Mollie, and read my Trek book - if I don't fall asleep first.

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   Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Sunday Night/Monday morning, I chatted with Michael online. I watched the new Desperate Housewives, and then Brothers & Sisters, both of which were good, though the former featured a shocking ending that will apparently have to tide us over until after the writers' strike! Ugh.

I eventually slept. I woke up around noon I think. I got a message from Mollie on my cell, and promptly called her back. She's been sick and not taking calls, but she's feeling better now, and I caught her just before she went to bed, and chatted for about an hour I think. It was nice.

Later, I read that the Season 2 premiere episode of Torchwood had been screened for the press, and is getting rave reviews! The episode now has a title ("Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang!") & there's quite a bit of news there, which is good, since I was aching for Torchwood news, as there's been next to none of late.

Speaking of Torchwood. I need to find a time that's good for Chris & I to watch some first season Torchwood... hmmm...

Also on Monday, I talked to Michael on the phone and online. I cuddled with Mark briefly, as he'd had a very stressful day, and that always helps him; though he eventually left me alone at my request. I've been all about the alone time today.

Most of my day was spent putting my fan art pictures in order, which is something I'm always meaning to do, but never quite find the time. I got lots done on that account; sorting out hundreds of pictures. There are still thousands that need to be done, but I'm chipping away at it. ;-0)

The rest of this entry is going to be about me thinking / writing about my sex life. If that freaks you out or you just don't want to know about this - leave now. You've been warned. Have a great day!

So...Sex...with Michael is fantastic. Seriously. It's hot. It gets us both off. It can be tender at times, and intensely kinky the next. The only thing is...he's very dominant, which I like... Except I've always been one to switch roles like that whenever the mood (of me or my partners) was struck by the notion. But he doesn't enjoy submitting. At all. Now...that's fine. I know lots of guys that are one or the other (and this isn't a Top or Bottom thing - though there're some issues there as well, which I imagine could be sorted out in time) - but I've never dated anyone who was so set on one thing. I've talked to him about this, and he says he's willing to try stuff, which is good to hear. Because the thing about the games people play behind bedroom doors is...that for me...they're just games. And while I get off on playing the submissive role, I like being dom too, and by switching off...I find a measure of equality that I find very stimulating and appealing...and I'm worried that if that balance isn't met, it could have repurcussions outside of the bedroom - at the very least, inside my own head - both slight & overwhelming. And that's what's been going on in my brain for the last 24 hours. Me. Contemplating the ramifications of 1 sided roleplaying. Maybe it's nothing...but that's not how it feels. I guess we'll see how it plays out.

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   Thursday, December 6, 2007

Tuesday evening I talked on the phone with Chris. Our phones kept cutting out, but she needed to talk, and I was glad to help. She's got family visiting soon, and then after that's all sorted she's excited to see Torchwood. Torchwood Season 2 is rumored to begin Wednesday, January 16, 2008 - that's just 6 weeks from yesterday! 3 Weeks from this last Tuesday the Christmas Special will air - oh - and AVP:R opens sometime around there too. ;-0) Maybe I'll see it with Chris & Bryan as they're both eager to see it; Michael hasn't seen any of the previous 7 films so I'm not sure he'd get it.

Just after the call, I went to the pharmacy to get my Imitrex refill. I stopped into Barnes & Nobel, and then Borders looking for Doctor Who themed magazines, but couldn't find any that I didn't already have. I bought 2 Doctor Who books that were cheap, and cute. I then drove to Michael's place, and called him on the phone, not telling him I was very nearly at his door. When I did arrive, I knocked and he told me on the phone that he keeps thinking that he's hearing someone knocking on the door, but there's never anyone there, so he's not going to check this time. I told him he should this time, because I was the one knocking now. He kind of freaked that I was there unannounced, as his place was messy and he was undressed - which didn't shock me at all, as he's told me that his place is often messy, and I've seen him in all states of undress. The vibes were all scary though, and I didn't stay for long - not just because of that - he's got cats. Blah.

Later I looked at my books, and chatted with Michael online. I had a headache. Mark was working on Bitserve stuff; he's been so stressed lately.

Wednesday, I cleaned a bit. I shaved and showered. I put some more pictures up in my room. I sorted some more fan art. I ate. When Mark got home I gave Michael a call. I'd been extra horny all day, and bluntly asked if he could come over and fuck me. lol. Later I went to the comic shop to get the new issue of Buffy - then went to Hollywood to return my rentals, then checked out The Bourne Ultimatum & Harry Potter 5, both of which will be released on Tuesday. I went home, at the omelette I'd been craving, and read the new Buffy comic. I cleaned my room a bit more, and got ready for Michael's arrival.

When Michael showed up I was raring to go, and we screwed for the next several hours. After naked fun, and showers, we watched some more Doctor Who. I fell asleep during the last one ("The Satan Pit") and after it ended Michael left. He's coming over tonight to watch Harry Potter 4 & 5 with me and Mark. Mark doesn't remember 4, and has never seen 5; Michael hasn't seen either one. Should be fun.

Michael has gotten a few of his friends hooked on Buffy & Doctor Who now, and bonded with others who already enjoy them. It's cute. ;-0)

After Michael left, I went upstairs to my room; read my e-mail; then grabbed my Star Trek book, which I've been neglecting lately. I started reading, diving back in without feeling like I'd left it for so long...and then half a page down I conked out.

I woke up when Mark called me to talk, but he let me go when he found I was sleeping. I chatted with him later on AIM. I ate. I checked my mail. I jacked off and showered. I put more pictures up. I'm working on this cool collage in my room, which is kind of a sequel to the one I used to have at my parents' house. Maybe I've written about it here before; I can't remember. But if I haven't, then maybe whoever is reading this should check out the pictures on this page. There are pictures at the top and bottom of the page, of my old bedroom - with poetry I wrote about it, back in 1995.

I've been burning more discs for Mollie today. I talked to Michael on the phone. We're planning Harry Potter night to begin between 7 & 8pm. Perhaps I'll watch the 3rd Bourne Movie now? I guess I don't have time...so I'll just burn more discs for Mollie. ;-0)

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   Friday, December 7, 2007

Instead of watching the 3rd Bourne movie while I waited for Mark & Michael, I put more pictures up and burned more Mollie discs. I called Carrie Blum to see if she got her cd, but I got her voicemail. I called my grandma to see if she'd be home tomorrow night, so I could drop off Jamie's presents. And I called Carrie & Adam as I realized I hadn't talked to them in forever. Adam seems to be doing well; he just went back to work at Staples again. Carrie was asleep, so I just had Adam let her know that I called.

Mark got home while I was on the phone, and Michael arrived shortly after. Mark wanted to get right to the Harry Potter, and so we did. Michael copied all the new Who that I had and then switced to movies from my shelf. Michael doesn't like the Harry Potter movies; preferring the books. I was kind of surprised that he agreed to come watch them with us, but I thought he was enjoying the 4th one...only he apparently wasn't. He didn't seem to really be there. It was strange. Even Mark noticed, and he doesn't always pick up on that sort of thing. Michael left about a quarter of the way through the 5th film, saying that the movie was putting him to sleep. More was said, but it's kind of private...and I don't think it went well. I called him shortly after he left and we talked for short while...and I don't think that went very well either. I haven't really coupled with anyone since...I don't know when. Corey & I dated briefly, I suppose. Jeremy I was in love with, but we were never officially a couple now that I think about it, as he already had a partner. Anyways...maybe I just suck at the dating thing, and there's a reason why I get screwed over all the time. I don't think Mike is screwing with me...yet I seem to be unbearable annoyed by the littlest things lately, and I don't know where that's coming from. If I had a shrink, I'd be asking for an opinion about now. lol

Anyways - Mark liked the 4th & 5th movies, but had to go to bed just after. I'm still burning discs for Mollie, but I'm nearly finished with that, until I can get some D9s. Anyways... I don't know what I'm going to do now.

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   Saturday, December 8, 2007

Work on Friday was fun. I worked with DJ, Bryan, Meg, Pat, Laura, Amanda & Brad. John came in for awhile...as did former co-worker Ben, who will soon be working at Blockbuster up the road. Apparently the manager at the Packard Plaza Hollywood did something that makes me want to send him flowers. That made my day.

After work, Mark & I went to Grandma's house, and visited with her, Grandpa, Mom & Dad, Jamie & Paul. I gave Jamie the last of her gifts. She never thanked me for her party. Paul didn't say a word to me. I was polite...but I feel like I've done all that I can here. If they don't want to interact with me, then there is nothing that I can do about it. Case Closed.

:-0(

I slept in the car on the way home. I chatted with Michael for a bit; he's on season 4 of Buffy already. I watched "The Bourne Identity" and started "The Bourne Supremacy", but shut it off soon enough and went to sleep.

I woke up early; around 9am. I sorted more pictures on my computer; I'm actually getting a lot more done than I expected to, so that's cool. I later slept some more. I ate. I watched the rest of "The Bourne Supremacy" and then watched "The Bourne Ultimatum". I've enjoyed all 3 of them, though I doubt I'll see them again anytime soon. They're good action movies, that fit together extremely well; the first half of the 3rd film actually takes place between the final 2 scenes of the 2nd film, and they just hold together perfectly. Nice.

I brushed my teeth. I read my e-mail. And then I wrote this. I can't believe it's nearly 9pm. It seriously feels like it should be around 4pm. Weird. I wonder how Michael's doing? I haven't seen him since Thursday night.

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