Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Sunday Night/Monday morning, I chatted with Michael online. I watched the new Desperate Housewives, and then Brothers & Sisters, both of which were good, though the former featured a shocking ending that will apparently have to tide us over until after the writers' strike! Ugh.

I eventually slept. I woke up around noon I think. I got a message from Mollie on my cell, and promptly called her back. She's been sick and not taking calls, but she's feeling better now, and I caught her just before she went to bed, and chatted for about an hour I think. It was nice.

Later, I read that the Season 2 premiere episode of Torchwood had been screened for the press, and is getting rave reviews! The episode now has a title ("Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang!") & there's quite a bit of news there, which is good, since I was aching for Torchwood news, as there's been next to none of late.

Speaking of Torchwood. I need to find a time that's good for Chris & I to watch some first season Torchwood... hmmm...

Also on Monday, I talked to Michael on the phone and online. I cuddled with Mark briefly, as he'd had a very stressful day, and that always helps him; though he eventually left me alone at my request. I've been all about the alone time today.

Most of my day was spent putting my fan art pictures in order, which is something I'm always meaning to do, but never quite find the time. I got lots done on that account; sorting out hundreds of pictures. There are still thousands that need to be done, but I'm chipping away at it. ;-0)

The rest of this entry is going to be about me thinking / writing about my sex life. If that freaks you out or you just don't want to know about this - leave now. You've been warned. Have a great day!

So...Sex...with Michael is fantastic. Seriously. It's hot. It gets us both off. It can be tender at times, and intensely kinky the next. The only thing is...he's very dominant, which I like... Except I've always been one to switch roles like that whenever the mood (of me or my partners) was struck by the notion. But he doesn't enjoy submitting. At all. Now...that's fine. I know lots of guys that are one or the other (and this isn't a Top or Bottom thing - though there're some issues there as well, which I imagine could be sorted out in time) - but I've never dated anyone who was so set on one thing. I've talked to him about this, and he says he's willing to try stuff, which is good to hear. Because the thing about the games people play behind bedroom doors is...that for me...they're just games. And while I get off on playing the submissive role, I like being dom too, and by switching off...I find a measure of equality that I find very stimulating and appealing...and I'm worried that if that balance isn't met, it could have repurcussions outside of the bedroom - at the very least, inside my own head - both slight & overwhelming. And that's what's been going on in my brain for the last 24 hours. Me. Contemplating the ramifications of 1 sided roleplaying. Maybe it's nothing...but that's not how it feels. I guess we'll see how it plays out.

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