Sunday, December 21, 2008
I watched "The Eye of Jupiter" / "Rapture" / & "Taking a Break From All Your Worries". 7 more episodes in Season 3 of BSG; 7 more episodes on DVD, until January 6th or 7th.
I ate. I'm getting tired of certain foods, which is fine since they aren't really the best for me.
I'm chatting with Trevor. Last night's chat was beyond hot. The things we said, and some of the things that we did... whoa. They've been haunting me ever since. I could hardly get to sleep I was so turned on. I've had a recurring boner all day. It's been tough. lol.
I enjoyed drinking last night, which is just unheard of for me. I'm not a drinker. I've never been a drinker. And I want to do it again. I talked to Mark about it.
I think I might take some pictures. Shave. Take some more pictures. I want to start working out again. With the weights. Not because I want some muscled bod. But so I can do something to keep myself sane from all these days inside the condo.
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I showered, and shaved my head; kept the beard. Mark helped me with some pictures then went to bed. I took a bunch more on my own. I got online, and thought I saw Trevor but then he wasn't there. I chatted for a few then took some more pictures.
Michael Eisinger fucked me a year ago today. I have the pictures to prove it. It seems like yesterday, but when I remember all the details it seems like such a long time ago. Funny & sad.
I might shave the beard and take more pictures.
I need to go get my grocery money and go to Meijer. I need boost and random things. If I wait until 3pm, Karen will be there. And I can get some more wine. Hmmmm.
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I didn't shave my beard, or take more pictures. I worked on my website instead. I got 2 more pages of photos finished and started a 3rd. These pages are extremely graphic, but for those that want to see them, you can view them here, here & here.
I'm hungry.
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I had some toast and bacon. I rewatched "The Ring". The first time I've seen it since watching part of it when Mollie, Mark & I were visiting Amber in Virginia; whatever year that was. It's still good, but I remembered it so clearly that there were no shocking twists this time. I saw it twice in the theater, and once on dvd before watching it in Virginia.
I'm tired.
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I went to bed around 1pm. I woke up briefly around 6pm; went back to bed. I woke up shortly after 10pm. I woke up with a craving for LC, but now that I see the time, I realize I won't make it out there before they close. :0(
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Monday, December 22, 2008
I chatted until about midnight. Then I went to Kroger. I got some more wine, though I'm trying a different brand at Mark's suggestion, though I enjoyed the one we got before. I've been cutting down on my chocolate intake, and I swore I wouldn't buy any this time. I walked passed the candy aisle and the chocolate chip cookies with ease... but then I spotted the Russell Stover holiday wrapped assorted chocolates and I gave in. I mean, this is a christmasy thing I always enjoyed, and this might be my last chance to enjoy them, right? I remember picking through the assortment as a child, trying them all, but disliking several. There was always one creaming one that I liked a lot but never knew what it was called. I can now say it's the Chocolate Butter Cream. Yum. :) All the creams are good, I think, and are what make the collection so memorable. I like the Raspberry Caramel too, but it's too chewey, and hurts my teeth.
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Face of the Enemy, Chapter 4 is available for viewing. The chapter again features Hoshi, who has become a favorite character of mine in a very short time. It's maddening seeing, basically a regular episode split into 10 pieces. We'll actually be half way through when Chapter 5 is released on Wednesday.
I watched most of the dreadful 1st season of queer vampire tv series "The Lair". It's like a terrible elementary school play, with adult actors and lots of male nudity and sex thrown in.
I slept from around 9:30am to around 12:30pm. I woke up feeling hot and sweaty. My room had been cold earlier and I'd opened my vent, but with my door closed my room had become an oven in no time. My door is now open, and my vent is closed.
I think I heard my phone ring a couple times in my sleep. I wonder if I have any messages. Last time I looked at my phone it was almost dead, I should plug it in.
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
My phone was dead. Got my messages about 10:50pm, Monday; missed some calls from DJ. He apologised for standing me up on Friday and was in town hoping to see me. Oh well.
I slept until about 10pm.
I called Mark around 10:30. He said he called earlier when my phone was dead; wanted to know if I wanted him to bring home pizza. It was too late when I called though. :0(
I drank more wine and had more of my chocolates.
I forgot about going to Necto.
I was looking at my sexual history list and knew I could get more info. In fact I noticed I skipped a few people. So I've been trying to track down info for the last 4 hours. It's been fun. Also been chatting with online-Mark & Jesse. I don't know why making lists amuses me so much, but it does.
Mollie is having her gallbladder removed this morning. I hope it all goes well.
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The first 4 of 10 webisodes.
The Face of the Enemy, Webisode 1
The Face of the Enemy, Webisode 2
The Face of the Enemy, Webisode 3
The Face of the Enemy, Webisode 4
The Face of the Enemy, Webisode 5
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I've been chatting with this cute guy lately. He's almost 28 years old. He lives in his parents' basement. He's closeted. And he's smokin' hot. I don't usually do closeted type guys...but he's fun and sweet and all these other wonderful things so we've been chatting, and it's been fun. Until this morning.
We'd been chatting for several hours, in which the conversation had gotten really intense a couple of times, and had gotten pretty sexual at other times. Both of us talking about past sexual encounters; boyfriends; family. All kinds of stuff. Well, I asked him, when was the last time he got tested...and the tone shifted drastically. A normal question in this day and age, and one that anyone who's having sex should be comfortable asking, in my opinion. And he says that he hasn't. I asked him why? He said that he feels that you kind of have to actually have sex to get an STD. Now...in our conversations I've learned that this guy has been fucked at least a couple of times, and that he's had sex with multiple partners...which I point out to him. He says that he's never had unprotected sex. To which I say that condoms are't 100%, and he says that he knows. So I ask him again, if he knows that they aren't 100% safe, and he's had sex with multiple partners, why hasn't he really been tested? At which point he goes silent for 40 minutes, and when I ask if he's ok, he lets me know that he doesn't want to talk to me anymore.
Boy needs to grow up, is my opinion.
Which sucks. Because most of the time he's completely adorable. We were talking about hanging out, and there were implications that we might do more than that, and it was all going well. But I don't feel safe having that kind of fun with someone who's never been tested. Especially if that person is 28 years old and has been having sex for years; who's only had 1 boyfriend, which lasted for 2.5 weeks. I don't care if he and his partners used 4 condoms a piece. erg. The guy has issues. And they need to be dealt with. And that's mostly spoiled what hadn't even started. Oh well.
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I can't sleep. :0(
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008
I watched the BSG episode "The Woman King". 6 episodes left in Season 3. I wanted to watch the next one too, but made myself ration the episodes out a bit more. There's a new webisode on today though. Still. I want to finish the season NOW. The end of the season is so cool. Maybe I'll watch some more episodes later. But I shouldn't. But I want to. Ugh.
I finally got to sleep around 4:30pm. The phone woke me up at 8:29; it was Mark asking if I wanted anything. I did want things, but I wanted to sleep more, so I told him no, and went back to sleep; cursing myself for leaving the ringer on. I woke up again later but went right back to sleep. And I woke up for good around 11:30. 7 hours of sleep. Not bad.
Mollie's surgery was yesterday. I hope she's ok. I was worried about it all yesterday. Haven't heard from her, so I'm still worried.
I'm chatting with Karen, online Mark, and some other peeps.
I'm getting hungry.
Mark & I are going to my grandma's tonight.
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I watched "Underworld" again last night. Mollie hates that movie with a fiery passsion. I started "Underworld: Evolution", but I was tired from my pill, and had to take a nap, in which I dreamt about hiding behind this old church organ in my parents house. I really did play behind there as a child. The back of the organ actually could open and I could play inside the organ...and there was a switch I could press to turn it on, and then I could pull the keys down to make people think it was haunted. lol Anyways, there was WAY more room behind it his time, and I was dressing up in this cool body armor and goth stuff, and Mark was laying on the couch watching TV, and I was trying not to bother him, but I was burning incense and it made it hard for him to breathe so I stopped. I woke up around 6:50am; I don't know what time I went to sleep; probably around 5am.
I ate. I read some BSG interviews from the last few months. I keep wanting to see the final episodes and it's driving me crazy.
The Doctor Who Christmas Special is on tomorrow; hard to believe. I've seen a few preview scenes, and it looks really enjoyable. So exciting to see David Tennant's 10th Doctor again. ;0)
posted by Bald Jason at 07:38 AM
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I want more wine. I've never liked alcohol. But I like this. And I want some more.
I'm watching old episodes of 'Coupling' and 'Ally McBeal'. I've seen every episode of the first 4 seasons of Ally. These are rips from region 2 dvds so the sound is slightly chipmunky. But it's nice to see old shows that made me laugh. I'm watching the 2nd season of the UK version of 'Coupling'. I rented the first years ago, and enjoyed it, but never got around to the 2nd.
I'm tired.
I should take a nap.
I need to be ready by 5:30pm to go to Grandma's.
I hope Mollie's ok. The next time she visits we should drink some wine together. :0)
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Face of the Enemy, Chapter 5 is available for viewing. I haven't watched it yet though. I slept from about 2pm to 4:30pm. I'm still very tired. I took a shower and shaved my head. I need to get dressed to go my Grandma's. My stomach isn't feeling so good.
New BSG mini-trailer: Can Friendship Survive?
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I just had some peanut butter toast; a strip of bacon; one of my food pills, and a boost. Hopefully my stomach can deal with that.
I watched the new webisode of BSG. It's odd seeing the webisodes as they're released; in these short bursts. All the previous webisodes were available when I became a fan, so...I'm not used to this. I really appreciated the writer's commentary for this one; thank you Jane.
I need to bag up the trash.
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Thursday, December 25, 2008
I just wrote about 5 paragraphs, and then accidentally deleted it. I'm pissed. I'll try again later.
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We made it to Grandma's last night, despite our exhaustion. It was great to see all the relatives. There were no negatives about our visit. Except...
I have this relative. He's really cool, and I love him. And he's wrestling with his sexulity. He's a good kid; a smart kid. And his family is pretty cool, except on this issue. And he's still in school, and he's having troubles there. And he's struggling with this. And it's just heartbreaking because I don't have enough contact with him to really be there for him. He asked me last light if he could come stay with me and Mark for a few days. And then he broke down in my arms. It's haunting me. I got him to laugh though, and I got to speak with is mom for a second and I know she knows what's going on, but... I just feel like I'm not doing enough, but I don't know what I should be doing.
When we got home, I watched some more 'Coupling' then went to sleep. I woke up around 2am. Mark was awake and feeling sick. I gave him some pepto and an extra blanket. I stayed up watching more coupling and Ally McBeal. I've watched the first 10 Ally's and even though I'm very familiar with them, 2 of them made me cry. I ate some soup, with bread and wine. I tried writing some of this out around 2:30, but I accidentally deleted it. Blah.
Merry Christmas.
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I watched Ally all day. I took a nap. I woke up to text messages from friends, including Mollie, who says she's fine but she's sore and she'll talk to me when she's better. I also got x-mas texts from Trevor, Jeremy Merklinger, and Ben from our Hollywood Days.
Someone has started posting the new Who, but it's the 'Lite' version; also known as the version that looks like crap. Hopefully it will be available tomorrow.
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Friday, December 26, 2008
I watched some more Ally. I resisted urges to go to Kroger and buy more of those yummy holiday chocolates; at least for now. My beard, which I thought looked really nice yesterday, looks somehow horrific this morning. I'm going to have some garlic bread and some more wine. After I finish the wine that I bought the other night, I'm not going to be buying more. I've decided that while I'm happy that I can drink wine, that I'm not going to be a person that's constantly drinking wine.
3 Weeks until new BSG ;-0)
Returning shows in January:
Desperate Housewives: Sunday, January 4
Brothers and Sisters: Sunday, January 4
Nip/Tuck: Tuesday, January 6
BSG: Friday, January 16
L Word: Sunday, January 18
The Closer: Monday, January 26
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I tried to sleep; it didn't work. Blah.
I'm horny. I wish Trevor was here. ;0)
The tentative plot descriptions of next year's 2 DS9 volumes have been released. I'm extremely excited about the first, as it follows up on the last in the series (which I loved) and is written by the same author. The 2nd one sounds awesome, with answers to questions about a character that I've often wondered about, but it's written by a Trek author that I feel is sub-par. She seems to love the Cardassians, and who can blame her? But her post DS9 book featuring them is the only one of the bunch I never made it through. And her in series, DS9 novel, was so horrible I gave threw it away after reading it. I'll give the post DS9 tale another go someday, and I hear that others like that one better, but I wish this new novel was being written by someone that I trust.
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
The Soul Key
by Olivia WoodsContinuing the events from Star Trek: Fearful Symmetry, a new novel in the ongoing Deep Space Nine series set after the end of the critically acclaimed television series.
Captain Kira’s lookalike, Iliana Ghemor, dreams of fulfilling a prophecy that will mark her as the one true Emissary of the mirror universe—a messianic figure who will lead her followers into a war that could trigger the cleansing of countless alternate Kiras in countless parallel realities. But the stakes are higher than anyone imagines, for the pull of destiny tugs at other souls who are swept into the vortex of the Prophets, remote and timeless beings who have set these events in motion. Yet the outcome of this struggle for the fate of one universe will ripple across many others, giving shape to a future that will prove to be greatest trial yet for the heroes of station Deep Space 9.
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
The Never-Ending Sacrifice
by Una McCormackContinuing the post-television Deep Space Nine saga, this original novel shows the fall of the Cardassian empire as seen through the eyes of a young man with a foot in two worlds.
Rugal is an orphaned Cardassian who has been raised by the people his race once conquered, the Bajorans. Reluctantly repatriated to Cardassia as a teenager, Rugal becomes the living witness to the downfall of the proud people to whom he was born, first by the invading Klingons, then during the Cardassians’ unholy pact with the Dominion—a partnership that culminated in a near-genocide. Through it all, Rugal’s singular perspective illuminates the choices that brought the Cardassians to their ruin... even as he learns that the Cardassian soul is not as easy to understand as he imagined.
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I watched the new Doctor Who Christmas Special. I was a bit disappointed by it. I thought last year's "Voyage of the Damned" was better. I'll probably grow to like it in time, as I did the previous specials, and there were moments that I liked.
I'm exhausted.
I spoke to Trevor on the phone. I ordered a new toy online. I need to call Janice. I need to sleep.
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I called Janice. My nephew Jordan is coming over for a visit on Sunday, for a few hours. Then Tuesday, Janice and all 4 of her kids are coming over to visit with their grandad, who I'll pick up around 1pm. We're going to eat at Red Robin. Mark has that day off too, so he should be able to visit as well. I talked to my grandparents today too.
I'm tired. I feel like I should wait until the evening to sleep now, to make sure I'm awake for Jordan's visit on Sunday. Hmm.
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Saturday, December 27, 2008
I didn't get to sleep unti around 5pm. I slept until 9pm. I chatted with Trevor, Lee, online-Mark. I'm feeling nostalgic for Michael. Not the Michael who doesn't talk to me and isn't there for me when I need him - the exact opposite of that guy. The Michael from a year ago that laughed with me, and chilled with me, watched Doctor Who with me, and fucked me ever so well. :0) Those were good times. It's important that I remember them.
I got a voicemail from Mollie. I should call her back before I go to sleep. Mark just got home.
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I slept for about 3 hours. Woke up with my stomach in knots. Not good.
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I did the dishes. I ate. I watched another episode of Ally McBeal (I'm over a quarter of the way through the entire series). I worked on my website; updated the sexuality section with info on my sexual history, and touched up other section.
I've not been reading any books the last few weeks. I wanted a break. I've decided I'm going to read the Xanth series by Piers Anthony. I've read about 6 of them I think, and I own all but 3 or 4 of them; there are currently 32 or 33 volumes. It's another case of me reading books that I already own to save money, but also to justify having bought them in the first place.
10 days until BSG Season 4.0 comes out on DVD.
20 days until new episodes of BSG.
Mark's father is coming over today to help Mark work on the bathroom; replace the fan and a vent; repaint the room. I'm hoping I don't need to use the bathroom that often today. I still need to shave and shower, as I won't be able to shower for like 3 days after the painting is done. Blah. Not looking forward to that at all.
I wish I could see Trevor today:
I'm gonna jack off; shave; shower. And maybe start reading the Xanth series. I still need to scan a disturbing number of pictures for my website; perhaps I'll get some of that done today as well.
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I jacked off, shaved and showered. The beard is gone. I'm finally free! :0)
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In an earlier entry today, I talked about what I wanted to do. Read Xanth. Scan pictures. This while Mark & his dad worked on the bathroom. Only those things aren't gonna be happening, as they need to shut off the power to the bathroom...and my room is included in the same circuit. Blah.
Today is my ex-bf Corey's birthday. Happy Birthday Corey. :0)
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Maybe I would like football?
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