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   Sunday, June 14, 2009

Mark took several pictures of Michael and I just outside the condo, then got some more stuff for the camera. He wanted to figure some of that out in the car so I drove. We arrived about a half hour early. A few people were already there. My Aunt Marge, Aunt Martha & Uncle Mike Curtis, their daughter Heather and her husband Jason and their children. Grandma & Grandpa arrived shortly after we did and Mark got some pictures of us, before taking more of Michael & I. There were many family members and family friends that I'd personally not seen in years, so there was a lot of conversation and hugs. The ceremony went off without a hitch. Our song went well. My Grandfather cried during the ceremony, which made me misty eyed. When Michael and I walked down the asile (before the rest of the crowd) on our way out we held hands. I introduced him as my boyfriend, and Mark as my ex-boyfriend and roomate for years (explaining that he's considered family) - so there was no drama there. It was all very nice.

The reception was filled with even more people. Lots and lots of cousins. People I went to school with. Children I'd looked after in church now fully grown and remembering me. It was so good to see everyone. And it was so good to be so out and have it feel so normal; there was no drama on that front either, which was something that I wouldn't have dreamt possible when I attended the church so long ago now. It really brought home how far I've come.

I could list everyone that was there if I tried I think. But the point is that there were many, many friendly faces, and much love, much joy, and many memories. It was beautiful, just as it should have been.

After the reception, I was growing tired, but hungry. I drove us to Red Robin, where we ate. After I was finished, well before my companions, I nearly passed out. I was already tired (having been asleep at that time on Friday) - and my eating pill makes me tired too. I had Mark drive us home, where Michael and I went right to bed. At some point later, Michael got up (later telling me he had a headache) and left. I continued to sleep for a few more hours.

When I woke up that night, I chatted with Mollie & Michael on facebook, and uploaded some of the Michael / Jason pictures from the wedding. Michael has been having trouble with his stomach for the last week, and has been feeling down in general. I think the stress of his job, and his current living situation is really getting to him, and I'm not sure what I can do, except be there for him. He won't be able to visit me this week, and might not see me for 2 weeks unless I can get out to his place, which will probably happen.

I had woken up with a slight headache; not a migrain; just a slight headache. Mark showed me some fun game trailers Some for Marvel Ultimate Alliance 2 (which isn't being released for the PC - which means I can't play it which pisses me off). And new bits from AVP3. The graphics and gameplay do see to be an improvment over the last version, yet I'm axious to have all the details; worried that something will have been missed; and slightly annoyed that they're raving so much about the aspects of the game which were featured in the previous 2 versions - when we should expect nothing less than that by this time.

Mark also told me that his computer died!?! This is not good. This is very bad. Hopefully he can come up with some way to get all his info off of there. It worries me. He's using one of our extra computers, but maybe once he has the info off his old one (which I'm pretty sure he'll save, but even if not) - we'll maybe have new computers soon. I'm no longer draining his funds the way I was for a long while, and the car will be paid off in August - so Mark will be saving large amounts of cash on that front. Money is tight at the moment, but on his next paycheck Mark will be getting $900.00 extra for taking me off his insurance.

Mollie and I talked about random things, including her mind altering drugs, friends, family, AVP3, and farming. My headache was getting worse so I let her go to get away from the computer...

Only just as I was getting off the blasted thing, I got an update on "BSG: The Plan" and updated my page. The new info included a youtube video of a scene excerpt from "The Plan", between Cavil & Ellen, set during the first epsiode after the miniseries, "33". There was also a description of another scene between Cavil & Boomer, which had been mentioned before in less detail. The first time I heard about it, I assumed it was set in the Cylon fleet somewhere after Boomer resurrected (as seen in "Downloaded") but now it's become clear that it's set during her inprisonment, some point between the first 4 episodes of Season 2 ("Scattered" - "Resistance"). We also know there will be scenes set before the miniseries, during the miniseries, a scene setting up 1x06 "Litmus"; at least 1 scene explaining the ending of 1x07 "Six Degrees of Separation"; multiple scenes setting up 1x10 "Tigh Me Up, Tigh Me Down" (which already resonates on a deeper level with the plot revelations of later seasons); scenes setting up Anders intro in 2x04 "Resistance" & Cavil's intro in 2x19 "Lay Down Your Burdens, Part 1". Combining this with the flashbacks from "Daybreak" (the series finale) and we're getting a lot of backstory to the early days of the show, just as recent installments "The Face of the Enemy" & "No Exit" gave us a deeper understanding of events in Seasons 3 & 4. I really like how this is all coming together; especially with Caprica on the horizon, which while telling it's own stories, will also give us even more background info on BSG, with the colonies, the Cylons, Joseph & Bill Adama. Though the series has ended, it's still a great time to be a BSG fan!

After that update, and a brief exchange of texts with Michael, I couldn't stand the pain in my head anymore and finally laid down in the dark. I'd taken some pain killer which was kicking in (thankfully - because sometimes it doesn't help) - and I managed to relax while I thought about the previous day and the new BSG news - and finally to sleep around 6am.

I woke up around 9am. I answered some e-mail; checked on some other things, and wrote this. It's possible that I might see Carrie later, and lend her some BSG dvds (4.0 & Caprica); we'll see how it goes.

The Caprica soundtrack should arrive this week. And about a month from now I'll hopefully be raving about all the new Star Trek books that have been announced, but since I don't know what they are yet, I have no idea if that will be the case. The new titles are generally announced by Pocket Books at the Shore Leave Convention (which is in July this year) ;-0)

And last, but not least, it's been mentioned online that Torchwood is ready and willing for a Series 4 as long as Series 3 does well - which will most likely happen as the preview airing of episode 1 has been getting positive reviews. It's also been said that RTD wants Torchwood to continue having crossovers with Doctor Who, and that the Doctor will be mentioned in the final installment of Series 3. I'm wondering if this mention will somehow tie into Captain Jack's appearance in the coming Doctor Who Specials. It would be great if the Doctor actually appeared on Torchwood, as he is on The Sarah Jane Adventures this year. Torchwood Series 3 will be released on DVD here in the States on July 28 (the same day 'Doctor Who: Planet of the Dead' & BSG 4.5 are released).

   posted by Bald Jason at 10:42 AM
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   Monday, June 15, 2009

Sunday was relaxing. So relaxing that I can't remember much of it. lol. Nothing really happened. Oh. Except DJ stopped by. He rode his bike into Ann Arbor from his house in Saline! And he visited lots of people, and invited me over for a game day at his house today. Fun. :0)

I chatted briefly with Michael Sunday night. Later I watched another episode of SVU. I think it was the 10th Season finale. It was terrible. I expected better as the previous 6 or 7 episodes I watched from the season were mostly fantastic, but this one was crap on so many levels. The acting and direction, the script - it all seemed off. And the 'twists' were telegraphed so far in advance that it made the characters seem stupid. Actually the script made them seem stupid. Example: 2 cops tailing a possible murderer at a carnival. The suspect gets on a haunted house ride. Both cops then get on the haunted house ride and are surprised when they lose him. Wouldn't it have made better sense to have 1 cop go in and 1 cop wait outside? And they subjected the audience to the ride in the haunted house - like the people who made the show had more interest in seeing the inside of that ride than telling a story that made sense. It was so pathetic.

I also read another story from "Tales of Pain and Wonder": "Salmagundi" - great story. I'm reading so much slower these days.

My acid was really bad last night. I've been really great about taking my pills, but I'm completely out of them. I found some old low dose versions that I took long after I needed them, and Tums, but I couldn't lay down or sleep without stomach acid filling my throat and mouth - it was painful and annoying. So...I'm really, really tired.

I have to drive Mark to work so I can get my pills. I'm supposed to go play games, but I'm not sure how much fun that's gonna be for me, being exhausted. I will at least make an appearance I think. I want some crazy bread. I haven't been able to eat all night because of the acid, but it seems a bit better now. I need to pick up Mark from work around midnight. Blah.

   posted by Bald Jason at 01:34 PM
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Dropped Mark off at work, after loaning him a bit over $100.00 for a bill he needs to pay; he'll pay me back after his next paycheck. But I got to help out! I've been doing that quite a bit lately, which is good for us all. lol

Went to Meijer and got my prilosec. Then called DJ to find out what time to come over. I had time to go to LC so I got some crazy bread and a soda; took my drugs. I was afraid to eat anything else as I'd not been truly medicated and I hadn't slept, so I didn't risk it. Went to DJ's while I ate. I beat them to their house by maybe 5 minutes. Bryan & Chris weren't there yet and DJ said that Bryan wasn't answering his phone. I gave it a try, then called Chris who answered. Bryan had been watching True Blood and hadn't heard his phone so they didn't know they were supposed to be there, but they arrived fairly quickly. We played this game called "Pandemic" which was really fun, but VERY hard; we lost all 3 games we played (the 2nd game DJ didn't even get a turn before the world was destroyed!); I think Mollie would enjoy this game.

After 3 games we were beat. We had lots of fun chat and chill. But it was time to go. DJ has cats now so I couldn't stay that long anyways. I had to take a detour on the way home and got kind of lost which sucked, because I'm extremely tired. Going to bed as soon as I work on Michael's farm.

   posted by Bald Jason at 07:53 PM
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   Wednesday, June 17, 2009

After the last post I slept for maybe an hour before going to pick up Mark. I was exhausted. I felt like I was coming down with a cold, but I wasn't sure if it wasn't just from being around DJ's cats; being exhausted; being out in the sun and stuff. Blah. As soon as we were home I went back to bed and slept pretty well.

I felt better on Tuesday. I watched the new episode of True Blood; the 2nd Season Premiere. It was fantastic; just like Season 1. Perfect continuation. It's lost nothing, which is refreshing after the disappointment that was Heroes Season 2. I watched more Designing Women (2 episodes I think). I mostly just relaxed so I could be sure I was over the cold or whatever it was. I spoke to Michael about a planned trip to Cedar Point in the first week of August.

Also saw a spoilery pic of the 10th Doctor with what appears to be John Sim as The Master and Timothy Dalton (James Bond) playing what looks like some kind of Time Lord role? Nifty.

I slept well Tuesday night also.

Woke up around...3am? Not sure. Worked on the cyber farms. Went with Mark to Meijer to test my EBT card on Boost (it worked) and got Father's Day cards for our dads and my grandpa. Went to LC and the Bank so Mark could deposit the money he owed me into my account. Home. I chatted on Facebook with several people, including Michael's roomie Jesse who is starting to annoy me again. It doesn't really bother me anymore that he made a pass at my boyfriend - he's just really annoying.

I'm tired.

Somewhere in all of that, the Caprica soundtrack arrived and I've been listening to the beautiful music from that most of the day. ;-0)

I might go to bed soon. Or I might stay up a bit. I haven't decided yet.

   posted by Bald Jason at 05:21 PM
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   Thursday, June 18, 2009

After the last entry, I actually ended up staying for another 4.5 hours. I worked on my cyber farm. I listened to the Caprica soundtrack (beautiful!) and later, NIN & Catherine Wheel. I watched some more Designing Women. And I eventually passed out.

I slept until around 2am, so about 4 hours. I worked on my farm some more. Answered e-mail. And I found that my phone, which had died at the store yesterday, was shut off. I assumed when I plugged it in to the charger and it lit up that it was now on. Only it wasn't. So when I turned it on I got a message from Mark, and several voicemails and texts from Michael - including news that he wanted to come over last night, and then news that he couldn't make at after all. I was almost grateful that I got the messages late as it would have really bothered me to have been cancelled on. Not because these things don't happen to me, but simply because I wanted to see Michael so badly.

I was going to go back to sleep, but I noticed that one of Michael's roomie's, Jesse, whom I've mentioned before, was annoying me again. The thing is, I never talked to him about when he bothered me because I thought it would blow over, but it was starting to build up and so I decided it was time to talk to him about this. The following exchanges happened (and have been given to Michael):

Jesse,

This is going to be a long message, and I'm sorry about that. I decide I want to talk about stuff and I just get going. Michael may have mentioned this. lol. But this is mostly a very serious message and I just want to preface it by saying that while I'm serious about all these things, I don't want you to think that I'm gunning for you because I'm not. I just don't like to keep things bottled up and things are starting to build up - and it's not healthy and it's not honest or helpful to pretend that it's not going on. So here are my thoughts in relation to you. Thanks for reading this.

Firstly, I see that you deleted all my comments on your page. I only gave you advice about that guy because you ASKED me. I'll refrain from such advice in the future as you apparently don't really want it. But just so we're clear, if the above message is any indication, you haven't understood my advice and you're certainly not following it (which is completely your choice). You don't seem to be happy on your own; as every message you post seems to be a rave about a nice thing some boy made about you. I hope it works out. I really do! But I also hope for a time when you don't have to depend on someone else to make you feel complete, happy, or whole.

Ever since you've come back into my life i've been trying to figure you out. I honestly don't know what to make of you. When we used to chat on gay.com you hinted that you liked me and then you disappeared. That didn't bother me at all, as I don't put much stock in such things. Gay.com people come and go all the time, and I was only ever interested in you as a friend anyways - and I've got plenty of those. lol. But that's how I met you. But the person I've come to know in recent weeks is a mass of contradictions. You're up. You're down. You're all around. One minute I want to strangle you and the next I'm worried if you're going to be ok or not. And I'm telling all this to you directly because 1) I don't want you to feel I'm talking about you behind your back. 2) It seems like the most decent thing to do. And 3) I like to dial direct. 4)It's the only way things can improve (communication is key).

So we met online ages ago, and then that didn't lead to friendship, but it turned out you were friends with Michael who I'd just started dating. Funny what a small world it is. But then you told Michael that you saw me at Backstreet when I wasn't there. I'm sure it was an honest mistake (there are a lot of bald gay boys these days), but you held on to that for a long time - which was annoying because I was telling Michael the truth about not being there. I've only ever been there twice in my whole life and I wasn't impressed either time. And on the night in question I was ill. Honest mistake or not, it could have caused trust issues between me & my bf at a key juncture - I'm just glad it didn't.

Then you moved in with my bf because you needed a place to stay. Nothing wrong with that. But while you're sharing his bed (because all the others were taken), you tell him that you have a crush on him - even though you knew he was dating me. Thankfully Michael reminded you he was dating me. Michael told me about this right after it happened, and asked me if it was a problem; both you sleeping in his bed, and you living there. I told him that I thought you were a good guy in general (despite me being annoyed and pissed off that you made a pass at him) and that I had no problem with you living there (you're welcome), but that the bed thing had to stop - so it stopped. I've been hurt a lot by people who pretended that they were my friends...so this incident between you two stirred old memories and hurt me more than you could probably understand. Yet Michael's actions made our relationship stronger, and his understanding of my feelings saved us from a bitter end.

Then over the next few weeks you talked about suicide. And then you were in love. Then you wanted to die. Then you wanted to date. And I stopped being angry at you, and started feeling sorry for you. You seem so lost! And I hate seeing anyone in that kind of turmoil, so I gave you another shot. I just wanted to give you a hug and tell you everything would be ok eventually.

But you're not making it easy.

There was the thing with Caleb. I'm not even sure this counts as this one could be a big misunderstanding. But you'd hung out with Caleb like less than 24 hours after being hurt by some other guy you'd fallen for (who's manhunt proflile says he's not interested in a 1 on 1 relationship - so he's pretty open about that - and he just happened to have slept with Michael a year ago, but I digress). I met Caleb once last year and made out with him at a bar. And we talk online and text randomly, so we have each others numbers; we've never actually spoken on the phone. I've never seen him again in person. I think he's attractive and funny and all kinds of other stuff. But for one reason or another we never hooked up and I was fine with that and I'm sure he is too; he probably doesn't even think about me. It didn't break my heart. I didn't even give it a second thought. And it didn't bother me at all to hear that you were hanging out with him. I thought it was cute and I hoped it would be something cool for you guys. I chatted to Caleb one night and we talked about the night we met. It wasn't anything important - and we definitely didn't talk about hooking up, though he suggested a double date might be fun, which I thought had potential. Only the next day I hear from Michael that Caleb texted you in the car and you explain my conversation with Caleb to Michael as Caleb & I talking about hooking up. Maybe Michael just didn't say that right (he sometimes chooses the wrong words and things come out different than he meant them) - but what it sounded like was that what was an innocent conversation between two guys who had a passing attraction for one another was now being distorted into some raunchy talk about hooking up in the present behind the backs of the boys they were seeing (if you guys were even seeing each other) - which was NOT the case. I was single for months and never called Caleb or made plans with him. And I'd be crazy to do so now. Michael is the best thing that's happened to me in years! He's just the most amazing guy I've met in ages...and I don't want to do anything to hurt him, or lose him. I wasn't looking for this. I wasn't looking for a relationship; a boyfriend or a lover. But I'll always be grateful that he found me and was honest with me and thoughtful of my feelings and worries. And I hope I've been the same for him.

Something else. You say things, and then later you take them back. Like when you bitched about your roomies talking about you behind your back, only later you say that you wrote that because you were bored - like that means it doesn't count, or you didn't mean it or something? Like you just say random things about people when you're bored. Which is just silly, because that kind of complaint it extremely common and completely valid. Roomies talk about each other behind their backs pretty constantly. It doesn't make any sense to suggest that the complaint was written out of boredom...or if it does, I just don't get it. Or when you said you wished you could be with your father soon, who when I asked, you told me was no longer alive - only to get offended when I mentioned this only days later (less than a week) - like we hadn't just talked about it. Or when you asked for my advice and then completely ignored it, distorted it, and then finally deleted it. Or when Michael leaves a message that he wants to talk to his boyfriend, and you say that you let him vent to you all the time (like it's the same thing - which could be construed as another pass btw) and then you write another comment 1 hour & 47 mintues later (after getting no response) saying you realize it's not the same.

Taking all this into account, I find it impossible to trust you and so I don't. I don't trust you. But I don't hate you. I don't want you to suffer and I'm not going to be mean to you unless you give me a reason to. lol I don't think you're a terrible person. I just think you have a lot of problems, and that you need to work through them, and I hope you're able to do that and live a long, happy, full life - with many friends. I even hope things work out with the new guy, though the timing of it in light of your other troubles seems really unhealthy. I'm even willing to give you 1 more chance and be your friend if you want me to be - but this odd double talk thing has to stop. Trust has to be earned. I won't just give it to you the way I did when I first met you, or heard that you were part of Michael's world.

I'll be giving a copy of this to Michael so he knows what's going on between us - because I don't want there to be any secrets between Michael and I.

And now all my cards are on the table. I've said everything I needed to say. And you can decide what happens next. Think about it. Get back to me. Or don't. It's up to you now.

Jason

He responded:

im not tring to come inbetween u or michael i let him vent to me only as a friend. i should of just lived on the streets maybe thats where i belong. the caleb thing there was nothing there at all. so sorry for missing my father. if its a big problem then tell michael to tell me to leave and ill try to find somewhere else to live so im not the problem btw u too.

[Incidentally, one of my biggest pet peeves is when someone uses the word of instead of have! And while punctuation doesn't have to be perfect (though it's nice), most people know how to capitalize the word "I"]

I responded:

That's not what I said. Please try to pay attention.

Michael asked my permission to let you live there, and I gave it. I still mean it, and would tell him the same thing today in a heartbeat. I don't want you living on the streets. As I've already told you, I don't hate you and I'm willing to be your friend.

Do you want to be my friend?

I just wanted you to know that I KNOW what has gone on, and things aren't great between you & I. If I just ignored this then I'd end up hating you and I don't want that. So please don't misinterpret these messages as some kind of attack on you. I'm expressing my feelings - and part of those feelings is that I don't want anything bad to happen to you. I don't think you're evil or something to be thrown out on the streets.

And I didn't say anything about you 'missing your father'; miss him all you want; that's completely normal. But you were talking about WANTING TO DIE - which is completely different, and you know it! You can miss the dead without wanting to join them in the near future. Your first message blatantly said "I want to die" - then the next one was about hoping you'd be with your father soon (who you later told me was dead) - which means that in order to be with him again soon you would also have to be dead. Do you see how people might be concerned about someone who said those things?

I would never tell Michael to get rid of you. Never. The thing is, even though you're behavior has annoyed me in the past, I've never, ever been threatened by it. I don't think Michael will ever cheat on me and if he wanted too there woudl be NOTHING that I could do about it. So not having you there wouldn't solve any thing. Either he loves me or he doesn't. Either he'll be faithful or he won't. And if I have to make him get rid of people in his life to keep him from cheating then I'm not interested in being in a relationship with him because that's no way to live. I only asked him to stop the bed thing because at that point I wasn't sure how far you were going to take this crush of yours, and things can happen when you're asleep that would never happen when you're fully awake.

Do you understand what I mean?

If you don't then let me know and I'll try to explain it again. The point of these messages is to clear up any confusion between us.

I don't hate you.
I don't want you on the streets.
I don't want you to suffer.

Do you understand those sentences? I mean them.

But I do want you to stop pretending that I'm insulting your father or your feelings about him when you were talking about something completely different.

And I do want to make sure you know that I'm aware that you made a pass at my boyfriend right after you moved into his house, while sharing his bed, even though you knew I was dating him.

And I do want you to know that despite that, I was part of the decision making process that allowed gave you a place to live.

I've been more of a friend to you than you've been to me. And that's what's bothering me. If you want to be my friend, then let me know, and if you don't, then just be civil when we're around one another. That's all I ask. And I don't think it's asking for too much.

- Jason

And so far no response. I need to take a nap or something.

   posted by Bald Jason at 06:26 AM
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Finally got my facebook stuff in order. I can now get some more sleep. Michael and I talked on the phone this morning and we're good. He's coming over tonight around 8pm, though he has to be out of here around 5am. Sounds like enough time to watch 'True Blood', the essential "No Exit" episode of BSG, sex, and sleep. That's my plan anyways. ;-0)

Oh there were some more Jesse messages around 8am - he wrote:

whats kinda of pass did i make to him? i told him the crush was over? and the sleeping part i dont even think he told me bout i started sleepin on the couch on my own if i can remember rite or maybe he did? im leaving the friend part up to u i never said i didnt like u or anything.

I responded:

When did you tell him the crush was over? Before or after you moved in? Because what I"ve been told is that you told him you had a crush when you moved in. That it's over now doesn't matter. The way I heard it you told him you had a crush on him when you moved in, and you were sleeping in the same bed with him. Are you telling me the crush was over BEFORE you moved in? Are you telling me that you didn't spend the night in the same bed with him at his house and tell him you had a crush on him - knowing that he had a boyfriend? This is why I'm talking to you. I want to know these things. Please answer my questions.

Again. Simple question. Do you want to be my friend or not? It's very simple. And I've asked it several times. And you haven't answered me yet. Just say yes or no. It's not that hard.

Jason.

*this part was added after 4pm just to simplify things - this conclude the Jesse / Jason drama*

he responded:

i dont have a crush on michael im not a relationship recker. yes

I responded:

Ok. I was pretty sure you're crus on Michael was gone. And I'm assuming the "yes" in your reply was in answer to wanting to be friends with me. That's cool. But you seem to be avoiding the other questions. Here; I'll copy and past them here:

When did you tell him the crush was over?

Before or after you moved in?

Are you telling me the crush was over BEFORE you moved in?

Are you telling me that you didn't spend the night in the same bed with him at his house and tell him you had a crush on him - knowing that he had a boyfriend?

If you did these things then please admit to them. Forgiveness will be yours. I just don't like loose ends.

I look forward to us being friends.

Jason.

him:

yes i told him the crush was over after i moved in. i laid a couple nite in the same bed but nothing happened im not like that to screw anything up i only slept in the same bed cause scotts couch wasnt comfortable to lay on so i stopped it and laid on the small couch. i said i had a crush but i know u have a man.

Me:

I'm curious what you would have done if he'd responded in a postive way to what you told him. But since he didn't I guess there's no point going there.

Thank you for answering my questions.

;-0)

Him:

to ease ur mind nothing would of happen im not that type of guy to hurt anyone or to do something stupid like its been done to me.

and Me:

Thanks Jesse.

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The End.
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Not sure I really believe the last bit. But I don't see how it matters as it didn't go that way. But that's the long and short of it. Well, just the long, really.

   posted by Bald Jason at 10:18 AM
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OMJ!!!!!!!

It's now been said that Torchwood Series 3 will air in the UK sometime between July 4-10 (most likely July 6th - July 10th); meaning 10 days before the United States, and 18 days before it's released on DVD...I'd planned on waiting for the DVD's but now it appears I'll be downloading it yet again ;-)

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   Saturday, June 20, 2009

Can't write too long; don't have a lot of time.

Friday. My stomach was upset, so I did almost nothing. I didn't do anything online. I finshed off the first season of Designing Women. I went to bed around 9pm.

I slept for 8 hours. I have dim memories of a terrible thunderstorm.

After waking up I found a new trailer for "The Plan", and you can see that on my "The Plan" page.

Also found this trailer; I want to see this movie:

I worked on the farms this morning. Now Mark & I are getting ready; he's dropping me off at Michael's, then going to see his mom. Michael will bring back here later.

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