Sunday, May 2, 2010

Ate cookies. They were good. Throwing them up has been far less fun. :-0(

Watched 4 episode of LOST; 10 episodes left in Season 5. It's coming very close to jumping the shark, but not quite. Very close though. I'm glad it's ending. I hope it ends well.

Michael had a HORRIBLE night at work. Very busy with very few workers, 1 new & 1 in a really bad mood who felt compelled to tell Michael the people that hate him and want to get him fired...and he's very sick.

In more crappy news, the 2nd season of Wolverine & the X-Men which I've been waiting over a year for and was at one time in active developement, has now come to screeching halt and looks unlikely to ever happen, yet there are many other fans who are hoping to get it back on the air or at least have some kind of direct to dvd movie that would resolve the cliffhanger nature of the finale.

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I was just reading this page where people are GUSHING over how great the new season of Doctor Who is...and I can't understand how they can be that happy about it when it seems so obviously flawed to me.

I need to eat again soon. Wish me luck. I'm also gonna continue on with LOST as I have 28 episodes left (5 of which haven't aired yet) and only 21 days to see them all in. I do like the strangeness of the 5th Season, but it's very confusing, and I think it might be getting a part of the mythology wrong, but I'm afraid to look it up to find out as I might read a spoiler, which would suck now that I'm nearly finished with the series.

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Talked to Mollie last night on the phone, and with her & Mark's help we worked out that the bit of Lost Mythology that I thought they'd maybe gotten wrong, was something that was confusing in the story and not a fuck up at all. Good.

I watched 4.5 more episodes this morning before pausing it and passing out.

Michael called me on his way to work but said he'd let me go back to sleep, which I did. I had strange dreams of family...and pizza. lol.

Mark apparently used some vick's vapor rub and is feeling a bit better than he thought he would. :-0) Anything that helps my guys feel better is very cool with me. I'll probably watch some more LOST today. I might even finish what I have of the series this week which would leave 4 episodes (3 broadcasts) to wait for, but considering the show ends in just 21 days, that's not long to wait, and I might even pace myself a little to decrease the wait time even further. Like if I finished on the 18th, that would be nice because there would be less than a week before the final 2 episodes aired. Or if it was just sometime after the 11th then I could say I only ever had to wait less than a week for a new episode.

I need to take my prilosec and harvest my farm.

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I watched more LOST. I now have 3 episodes left in Season 5, which is still weird, but seems to be kicking ass. It kind of reminds me of the first season of HEROES when that show was good, and the way all the characters lives intersected, only LOST is still kicking ass. The part where it came close to jumping the shark seems to have passed and now only 21 episodes remain; 5 of which haven't aired yet. I'm only 9 episodes behind where Michael is on the show.

I'm looking forward to Mollie's reactions to LOST. She's seen Season 1 & most of Season 2 and she's had the same reactions that I did so far. I'm hoping that will continue and she'll find that Season 3 is a huge improvement on Season 2 and so on.

Michael and I talked on the phone again. He's having another horrible night at work again. I offered to go to his place and do some laundry and stuff for him but he turned me down.

I did the Farm Town thing.

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Finished Season 5 of LOST. I have something to say about this but won't as Mollie reads my blog. What I can say is that I cried more in this episode than any episode since Season 3, though I don't expect that Mollie will have the same reaction.

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   Monday, May 3, 2010

I watched a special recap of seasons 1-5 of LOST then started the first episode of Season 6. Michael called after about 10 minutes, but I've seen enough to know it's NOT what I expected despite knowing something about the final season. Mollie will be pleased I think. Michael is home from work now; still sick but planning on eating and going to bed. He's finised both Wolverine & the X-Men AND Being Human, and is now finishing of Spartacus; he has about 6 episodes left I think. He then has Caprica & Season 5 of Heroes to watch.

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I didn't finish that Lost episode. I'm thinking of slowing down my pace as to not get ahead of the series. I watched the new Brothers & Sisters / Desperate Housewives episodes; there are 2 more episodes of each series this season. I tried to sleep but I'm having trouble. I killed 3 spiders tonight, and spotted another one, which escaped in my room. So...I've got the spider jitters. :-0(

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I watched a SVU episode this morning with Sharon Stone. Worked on my Farm Town. Talked to Michael on the phone and finally passed out. Woke up around 4:30pm I think. Called Michael to no answer; he's probably asleep on Niquil(?). I ate and finshed the first 2 episdoes of Season 6 of Lost (6x01-6x02 L.A. X, Parts I & II). I'm 11 episodes behind most of the rest of the world. I could catch up fairly easily but I'm trying to slow it down so I don't have to wait for episodes. If I watch 1 episode a day from here on out I'll have like 4 days to wait for the final 2 episodes.

I have a bit of a headache. I miss Michael. I'm a bit worried about my health benefits, which may or may not have been cancelled with the end of April. I simply don't know. I also need to contact my case worker for some advice...I'm just not sure how to do that and the whole process is stressful to me.

Mark's doctor's appointment went well. He's leaving to visit his twin brother Marcus on Wednesday and probably staying for a week. I'm a bit worried that if my benefits have been cancelled that I'll be completely screwed with him gone.

Basically I have stress and I'm trying to not let it get to me. This not seeing Michael to prevent me catching his illness isn't helping that either. I'm really missing him right now. :-0(

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   Tuesday, May 4, 2010

I spoke to Michael last night. I later slept after we texted goodnight. I slept from around 11pm - 2:30am. I worked on my farm. There's an annoying glitch in my game that won't let me refine more sugar or produce goat cheese even though I have have sugarcain and goat milk in my storage. Blah. I read some stuff online. I jacked off 3 times in the last 24 hours. Took lots of showers. Ate a few times. I need more groceries. I'm terrified that I might be losing my food assistance as that could very possibly screw me beyond the telling of it.

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I rewatched the pilot for 'Nurse Jackie'. I watched the first 3 or 4 episodes when they first aired but then I missed 2 episodes and didn't want to skip ahead. Thanks to Mollie wanting them I now have all of Season 1 and everything that's aired of Season 2 but I've never jumped back in. I might watch it now. I also have to finish watching 'Secret Diary of a Call Girl' season 3, which I'm half way through. I also have all the available episodes of 'United States of Tara'. I enjoyed what I saw of 'Weeds' and I have 5 seasons of that. So many shows I'm behind on.

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I rewatched 'Gia'. I've owned the uncut version on dvd for years but never watched that version. A lot more nudity (in a film already loaded with it), plus a lot more guy / guy stuff. Sad, sad story, but beautiful. I wonder if I love Juliet on LOST because I remembered her from this movie.

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I finished 'Secret Diary of a Call Girl'; I hope there's another season. I can't believe I'm still awake. I'm sooooooooooooo tired.

I was about to go to sleep but Mark is pestering me to call my case worker. He's right that I should but I've never done it and don't the number...and I get freaked out just thinking of doing it. Ugh.

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I did try to call but she didn't answer and her box was full. We tried faxing her but can't get through. We found on line that my food program has been cancelled. If I still have my health insurance, which I don't think I do, then I'll just reapply for food help. If my insurance is gone and I can't get it back I might as well get a job, which is what I wanted to do just a month ago, but was told not to for fear of losing my insurance.

I slept a few hours. My jaw felt fucked up when I woke (I blame the stress) so I took a muscle relaxer.

I jerked off and took a shower. I need to eat.

Michael wants me to come over tonight to help him out, and I want to as well, only the muscle relaxer is kicking in now. I took it when I thought I wasn't leaving until the morning when I'm taking Mark to Toledo to catch his bus to Cinnci to visit Marcus.

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   Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Ended up passing out last night. Woke up around 5:30am. I downloaded the new LOST, V & Glee. I watched Glee while I ate. Did the Farm Town thing. Got ready to drive Mark out to Toledo where he'll get his bus. It's a free trip for him (his brother is kindly paying for him) and he really needs a vaction so I'm all for it. I just wish my life didn't seem to be falling apart while he was away.

I need to try to relax myself.

Spoke to Michael briefly and he said he's not mad at me for not coming over last night. It's hard for me to not over-analyze these things after his former behavior. Did he hook up with someone else last night? Probably not. It hurts that these thoughts are there even if I quickly shoot them down. I fear I'll never get back to the place I was before I learned the truth, when I could say I need time to myself or something to that effect, without worrying if he's off fucking 4 other guys. Perhaps it will come in time.

I'm tired. When I take a muscle relaxer it seems to hit me in waves, with me getting up and then going back to sleep. If I wasn't taking Mark to Toledo I'd so go back to sleep right now.

I took out the trash & plastics. I'm doing the dishes. I'm doing laundry. I made my bed. I'm not being completely lazy.

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Mark drove us to the bus station in Toledo. We said our goodbyes. I drove home (stopping at Kroger for some groceries - I now have about $20 left on my card). Went to bed. Woke up to phone call from Michael on his way home from work about 6:15. Had strange dreams...of a place I've dreamt of many times before. Went back to sleep with a slight headache. Woke up around NOW and feel a bit better. Need to eat.

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   Thursday, May 6, 2010

Ate after the last entry. Shaved and showered. Went to Michael's to 'give him a helping hand' then to the gas station together so he could get me some gas while he got cigarettes. Said goodnight and came home. Chatted with Jamie Atkinson & Mollie Baker. I posted a poem on Shawn Foreman's Facebook page, as it was written for him 10 years ago today. That's CRAZY. Spoke on the phone with Michael briefly. Now heading to bed I think.

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Couldn't sleep after the last entry so I read the news. I did eventually get to sleep around 5:30am I think, and slept until around 8am.

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Emptied the dishwasher of clean dishes; put the few dirty ones in. I have clothes in the washer and dryer. I cleaned some dirty spots on my ceiling (mostly where I squashed spiders), and put the books that were on my floor on the shelf. I also burned 2 discs for Michael.

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Doing more laundry; 1 load in dryer; last load in washer. I ate. I took my vitamins (E & B6); Mark would be proud. I burned a 3rd disc for Michael; the first 2 contain movies (3 per disc); the 3rd disc is kind of a tv sampler to see if he likes any of the shows. The shows on the 3rd disc include the first 2 episodes of Wonderfalls, and the first 4 episodes of Nurse Jackie, Secret Diary of a Call Girl, Weeds & United States of Jackie. I'm not sure he'll like any of them and if he doesn't I won't give him any more of those. But if he does I have all 13 episodes of Wonderfalls, all 24 episodes of Secret Diary (plus a special), all current episodes of Nurse Jackie & United States (19 apiece) & all 5 seasons of Weeds.

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Scrubbed the toilet. Sprayed down the shower and toilet with Lysol. Put my dirty dishes in the washer.

I'm all out of bottled water. :-0(

There are rumors that Darkseid may be the villain in Season 10 of Smallville. Not sure how I feel about that. I am however excited that several heroes will be returning in the 9th Season Finale, including Martian Manhunter, Cyborg, Black Canary, Hawkman & Stargirl. I'm hoping they bring Dr. Fate back at some point as I thought he was translated extremely well. The Legion, Zatanna, Flash & Aquaman would also be welcome to return.

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Planted my farm with 2 day, 3 day & 4 day crops. Probably stay at Michael's until Saturday, though I don't have any food there at the moment.

Mark called to check on me. He'd had a nightmare about me going to the hospital cause I couldn't stop throwing up. I've not had much of a problem with that in the last 24 hours though ;-0)

I'm feeling sleepy. Possibly because I ate. I want to make sure I get my last load of laundry in the dryer before I take a nap though.

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Last load of laundry is in the dryer...though maybe I should wash my towels?

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The internet is going slow for some reason.

Final load of laundry is still drying. I ate and watched an episode of 'Designing Women' that I downloaded. I clipped my fingernails and packed some clothes for when I go to Michael's. I just have to make a few more preperations for that and I'll be basically done for the day. I just have to meet Michael at his place around 7:30pm I think.

I'm tired.

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   Saturday, May 8, 2010

Went to Michael's Thursday night. We took some pictures. Chilled. Fucked. Slept FOREVER. Friday we got groceries; ate, fucked and watched LOADS of tv. I got Michael hooked on 'Secret Diary of a Call Girl', 'Weeds', 'United States of Tara' & 'Wonderfalls'. I'm sure he'll be hooked on 'Nurse Jackie' once he's seen it. Went to bed around midnight. Been up since 3am. Michael left for work around 7am I think, and I was on my way home by 8am. I'll probably be going back to Michael's tonight as he has the evening free and doesn't have to work until 3pm tomorrow.

I talked to Mark yesterday. He's actually coming home on Monday with his father so I won't have to pick him up or anything. Nick talked to me on the phone; he's so cute.

I keep thinking it's Sunday. I thought yesterday was Saturday.

I'm downloading Smallville & Vampire Diaries. I'm sleepy.

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I shaved & showered after the last entry. I also burned another disc for Michael holding the rest of Season 1 of 'Nurse Jackie', 'Secret Diary of a Call Girl', 'United States of Tara', 'Weeds' + 5 or 6 more episodes of Wonderfalls. Then the power flickered and I couldn't access any more of the tv shows. I managed to download Smallville, Doctor Who, K-9 & Vampire Diaries, but the only episodes available for Vampire Diaries had German subtitles. I packed pants. I had a shake & some toast. I set my alarm clocck for 4:30pm and went to sleep. Michael called me later but heard I was asleep and said to go back to sleep. I woke up around 8:30pm. I called Michael and apologised...explaining that the power went out again and fucked up my alarm clock. He was cool with it, and said the same thing happened at his place. He let me go to watch 'Heroes' so I could sort out my slight headache and get my ass over there. lol

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