Wednesday, January 5, 2011

New Year's Eve was hell. Just...emotional hell. Alone. I wanted
to die. Interestingly this marked the time that Mark & Jennifer
consumated their relationship, though I didn't know that at
the time. All I wanted to do was cut myself open to stop the
pain I was feeling. Ugh.

Saturday things slowly improved.

Sunday, Michael joined me. We had really hot sex. We
watched Harry Potter 2. We cuddled. I was shockingly horny
and wanted to get fucked again, but Michael wasn't up to it.
Michael left Monday morning. I had a Doctor's appointment
about my jaw that day; my MRI just confirmed what we knew
and nothing's changed. Oh well. At least if I need a followup
appointment at UofM it should take less than a year now.
Went grocery shopping and found the faux chicken I love on
sale. Yum.

Monday night - now...I've watched random stuff, played farm
town, chatted. Feeling oddly vulnerable. Not sure where to go
from here.

   posted by Bald Jason at 08:36 AM
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   Thursday, January 6, 2011

Ate. Chatted on line. Watched an episode of 'Shameless';
loving the show so far. I have one more and I'm caught up.
I'm sleepy.

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   Saturday, January 8, 2011

I've not had any cold medecine in like 24 hours and I feel
pretty good. My stomach is still bothering me, but not as bad
as it was. Call that progress.

I finished Season 27 of the Whoniverse. I just watched:

27x12 Bad Wolf [Part I]
27x13 The Parting of the Ways [Part II]
27x14 Children in Need [Part III]
27x15 The Christmas Invasion [Part IV]

Part of me wants to continue on with Season 28, and part of
me wants to go to sleep.

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