Wednesday, January 5, 2011

New Year's Eve was hell. Just...emotional hell. Alone. I wanted
to die. Interestingly this marked the time that Mark & Jennifer
consumated their relationship, though I didn't know that at
the time. All I wanted to do was cut myself open to stop the
pain I was feeling. Ugh.

Saturday things slowly improved.

Sunday, Michael joined me. We had really hot sex. We
watched Harry Potter 2. We cuddled. I was shockingly horny
and wanted to get fucked again, but Michael wasn't up to it.
Michael left Monday morning. I had a Doctor's appointment
about my jaw that day; my MRI just confirmed what we knew
and nothing's changed. Oh well. At least if I need a followup
appointment at UofM it should take less than a year now.
Went grocery shopping and found the faux chicken I love on
sale. Yum.

Monday night - now...I've watched random stuff, played farm
town, chatted. Feeling oddly vulnerable. Not sure where to go
from here.

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