Sunday, May 10, 2009

I responded to some Trek related threads. I helped Mark out with a youtube project that his brother's family is involved in. I should get ready, and try to go to the store for some groceries, but I don't know if my stomach can take it. I haven't felt this bad in a long while, which I'm grateful for... I used to be like this almost every day. Blah.

Michael texted me. Says he's been thinking about a lot and we need to talk. That sounds ominous. He's told me over and over that he'll never leave me and that he loves me and that he's mine for as long as I'll have him... but I've known so many men that said those things and then hurt me that it's hard to believe him, even though I want to. Part of me is starting to believe him. I'd just really like to avoid being hurt if I can. I have enough pain in my life already.

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