Friday, July 3, 2009

I read some of Voyager last night while waiting for Chris to stop by for her BSG fix. I fell asleep. I woke up to the phone ringing (8:53pm) with Chris cancelling. Her words kind of confirmed my suspicion of things not going so well at home; I hope it all works out. I was awake...but still felt out of it. I was crabby all night, and only felt ok on my own. It sucked. I did start watching one of the many movie that I own but had never seen ("Hey, Happy!"), which was trippy and made me smile as I fell asleep this morning.

I slept until after 2pm. I had hot dreams and felt well rested. I had a dream about a boy that I went to school with. He was actually more like an amalgam of a bunch of people I went to school with. He said he came out 3 years ago, when I ran into him at a store. It was odd.

I saw that my farm was ready for harvesting and tried calling Mollie but it went right to her voicemail. I hired folks, and harvested Michael's. I worked the farms for over an hour, finishing nothing really. It's so time consuming.

Something upset me, and now I feel completely off. Like...hyper-sensitive. Like no matter what anyone would say to me today would set me off and I just don't want to be a bitch, so I'm trying to avoid people today.

I cancelled plans with Michael, and then with Mark. Even talking to Mark face to face was almost too much for me, and I kind of exploded for no reason. I'm not sure what's wrong with me, I just know that nothing good can come from me interacting with others at the moment.

   posted by Bald Jason at 05:21 PM
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