Monday, August 17, 2009

I slept well with Michael on Sunday morning, though I did have a nightmare that I had to walk off before going back to bed. We got up a bit after noon. Michael had to leave; he had to work at 5pm and things to do. Mollie & Mark were soon up. We relaxed indoors as it was so hot outside. Adam was supposed to join us but was tired and is coming over tonight instead. We watched some tv, and 2 episodes of Battlestar Galactica (Mollie has 3 episodes left). We played some Wii (Mario Galaxy, Tennis, Wii Games). We played several games of Pandemic. We watched more tv. I had another tofu dog; this one with mustard and banana peppers (the peppers were new for me). I also tried some fauxe cheese with flat bread and have come to the conclusion that flat bread isn't good with anything but flatbread. We were up past 1am. Mollie took a shower and I was going to shower after that, but I had a fairly minor spaz attack over my eating again, and cried myself to sleep. I woke soon after to the phone ringing; it was Michael. He sounded odd and asked if he was ok; if his grandmother was ok and he fell to pieces. His grandmother can't be helped; she's dying and there's nothing anyone can do. He said that he'd be busy with family stuff the next few days and that if he didn't call or anything that I shouldn't feel ignored and I told him I understood. I feel like I should be with him, but I'm not sure he wants me there. He knew that he'd woken me up, for though I'd only been asleep a short while my voice sounded weird; probably from me crying. I went back to sleep wishing I was giving Michael a big hug, and slept until around 8am. I took a shower and read the news and wrote this.

We're supposed to try to track down my dad today, amongst other things, and then hang out with Adam tonight playing more games.

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