Thursday, September 10, 2009

Trying to sleep turned into updating Facebook, friending someone I meant to friend a month ago, then randomly walking out my front door and sitting on the concrete steps, listening to the insects & birds, while watching a chipmunk. It didn't make me feel any better though. Still feel lonely on my own, which I've not felt since last October I think. I still have no appetite and no real urge to sleep; I just know that I need those things.

Michael bought me a Snickers bar and left here when he left. I tried it (though it's packed full of crap my body doesn't need) and it wasn't that bad. I was good and didn't more of it. I just think I should be putting better things into my body.

I miss him. I'm crumbling.

   posted by Bald Jason at 07:25 AM
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