Sunday, September 13, 2009

I had one of those soy / coconut milk ice cream bars (they're really small), then had a tofu dog on wheat bread with vegan cheese. I took my Reglan to keep it down, and my E & B6 vitamins to keep the Reglan from fucking me up more. And water.

I got dressed. I find myself more and more wanting to wear blue clothes instead of black. This has been going on for about a year I think, but I just don't have that much blue in my collection. The weather is nice out, and I'm gonna go to Macy's to look for a comforter (though I LOATH the mall). We're also going to Lowes I think, for a water filter. I might stop at the bank; new week and all.

I might go see Michael later. I'm still not sure it's a good idea or not. Not because the place freaks me out, but because I'm not sure it will help us to see one another or not. I've felt better everytime I've seen him, but he's told me that each encounter has made him feel worse. I don't want to make him suffer. It's nice to know that he cares enough to regret his behavior, but I don't want him in pain or wanting to die. I don't know. I'll see how I feel about the idea as the day goes on.

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