Thursday, September 17, 2009

I couldn't get to sleep yesterday so I called Michael and he came over after watching the rest of a 3rd Season Heroes episode. While he drove out here I wandered outside and had a long talk (mostly about food) with Alice & Ziba. It was so much fun that the time went by fast. The air started cooling down though and that was a discomfort. When Michael arrived and strolled across the grass, wearing the same jacket he wore when we first met, I took it for a sign.

There was a nervousness to this meeting. Now that we're not officially a couple, but sworn to see nobody else...things are different. We wouldn't just fuck. We had to talk, and we talked a lot. Some of it hurt. Michael cried. We asked ourselves sevral times if we could make this work, and I think we can, though we won't know until we get through it all.

Michael was hungry, and though it was later than I've been staying up we went to Pizza House. I got cinnimon sticks but they weren't very good. I had a headache so I took my meds. I was already tired, and pain killers make me loopy, and my Reglan makes me sleepy, so I was sooo ready to call it a night. It was nice though, and we walked arm and arm through the crowded streets.

It was chilly out. When we got back to my place he asked what we were doing and I told him what I wanted: cuddle time. He stayed the night. I fell asleep in his arms around 10pm and woke around 4am, not realizing any time had passed. I took some prilosec and then went back to bad. The cuddles were perfection, though the arousal was hard to deny.

This morning we did fool around, but we communicated everything and we did nothing unsafe. No oral. No anal. Just masturbation. It was still hot. And we both know we can't do anything until December, and that's if everything turns out ok, which it might not. Hopefully it does.

Michael is sleeping some more now. He has a doctor's appointment for STD's at 3:30pm I think. I might go get tested tonight. My first HIV test results should be back on Saturday.

Mark is in his room. He thinks he's found one of his old Army buddies on Facebook. He's talked about this guy for years and years, so I hope it is him and they reconnect, because I think that would make Mark happy.

I'm typing this, obviously. I had some Green Goodness (which I've found is even better if you chug it). Now I'm sipping a boost and gonna have a snack. I might watch the 3rd episode of Glee.

Michael is coming over tomorrow night to make Banana Pudding for his family's BBQ on Saturday, which I'm attending.

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