Thursday, October 15, 2009

Made it to my doc appointment early. My sample came back negative, but the antibiotic could have caused that. I had a prostate exam and based on my symptoms they're pretty sure I have postatitus - most likely caused by an STD given to me by Michael. He & I tested negative, but if it was in my rectum I would most likely test negative per the test I was given, and though he tested negative it's highly likely that he was asystematic and that he passed the STD out the way it came in (his penis) by urinating or ejaculating - when that happens people usually aren't infected, but he had sex with me at least once, after having sex with 2 other guys the same day, 1 of them without a condom, and I can tell you that guy is quite the slut himself so it wouldn't surprise me at all. All the pain I've felt in the last 2 weeks and all the pain I'm feeling now (from a HUGE shot they gave me in my hip) and what I'm going to go through in the next 10 days (the pills are said to cause terrible cramping) is all based on Michael's need to not only cheat on me and lie about it, but to do so in the same day that he had sex with me. I'm still in love with him...still want a future with him, but I'm understandably pissed off at him right now. And that shot hurt like a motherfucker! I usually don't have any problems with needles but this one was terrible. Ugh.

   posted by Bald Jason at 07:15 PM
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