Monday, October 26, 2009

I slept on Saturday, and though my stomach was upset, I went with Mark to take Michael grocery shopping; we bought him groceries as he doesn't have the money right now; Mark replaced his phone earlier in the day. Michael later texted me that he was grateful to us both and that I was awesome. He also gave me a ring that belonged to his great-grandfather, that Michael treasures; family is very important to him. He said he gave it to me because he understood why the other ring bothered me, and that it would never happen again, because he loves me and that I'm important to him, so I deserve to wear something that's important to him.

I slept when we got home. I watched "Twilight" Sunday morning. It was ok. I enjoyed it. I knew lots of people that hated it, but maybe I enjoyed it because I had such low expectations?

I slept a lot on Sunday, as my stomach was bothering me and it just felt better to be asleep.

I later watched the 2nd story of the 2nd season of Sarah Jane Adventures, which I also had no expectations for, and I enjoyed more than any story since the first season of the show! It had a good story on it's own, plus TONS of continuity, not only with many previous Sarah Jane episodes, but also with Classic Who; upcoming installments, and also Torchwood. I wish it could be like that all the time. The 10th Doctor will be in the next 2 installments. What's most amazing about that, is that the story centers on Rani, who's a character I've never hated, but never really loved either, so that's cool.

Slept later. Talked to Michael. Freaked out a bit, with Michael later calming me down. He seems to be doing almost everything right lately. I hope it's real. Because if it is, we could be a stronger couple than we were before...which we talked about. If it's not true...well, I may never be able to give 2nd chances to anyone.

I miss Mollie.

Michael came over to get some paperwork he needed and we had some more safe fun. I've got really intense fantasies and desires lately that I'm trying to express and explore, and though they're a bit odd, Michael likes that I'm sharing with him, and wants to help me, because he wants to be everything to me.

Later Michael & I were hungry so we went out in search of fast food, only everything was closed - we went all kinds of places, and we finally found a 24 hour McDonalds, whcich by this time was serving breakfast (which I don't get from there) and they were oddly only accepting cash, which ruled out Michael eating there. We ended up going to a gas station for snacks. I tried some mixed Black / Green tea, which was kind of gross, but kind of good at the same time; it was odd. We watched an episode of Glee and then Michael went to sleep while I wrote this. He has to be at work at 3pm.

I need to be at my Doctor's Appointment at 8:15 am so I probably won't sleep until later. Today is a followup on the antibiotics that I've been taking, my last dose of which will be taken today - then there will also be the results of my urine culture from Friday, which will hopefully provide some answers to my UTI symptoms...plus I need to ask about a referral to a TMJ specialist. I feel good that I'm having all these things taken care of and I'm being proactive - mostly thanks to Mark's encouragement - I get so freaked when I have to make an appointment for anything. I'll probably get retested for HIV on Tuesday.

I still miss Mollie.

I'll get The Plan DVD this week. Might repurchase BSG 4.5 this week so I can lend it out to Chris and Bryan, though I should probably wait to find out if I'm gonna owe for my surgery.

I feel good. I've had a really great night. I hope I have more soon.

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