Monday, November 2, 2009

Sunday, my jaw was locked most of the day but unlocked in the afternoon hours. I've started wearing my old bite / jaw guard though it hurts if I wear it for too long as it doesn't let my jaw settle - though it keeps my jaw from popping for awhile. Hopefully my jaw doesn't lock again anytime soon.

I got lots of rest. I got to talk to Michael on the phone, and then later online, which I'd really missed. Something about chatting online, on my cam, brings back happy memories of when we first met. I'd love to chat with him on gay.com or something like that, but he might not go for that; not sure.

I took some midrin with some breakfast, and a hot shower...and now the pain from my jaw is better. I wish I had something to do at the moment, but I don't know what to do with myself when I'm alone these days. I wish I was passionate about something again...but there's nothing.

I'd go climb in bed with Michael, but my jaw pain is still there (slightly) and I shouldn't drive on my meds. I wish I could go over there and fuck him; I've been feeling like Topping lately. Maybe in December if this all works out.

My fantasy life is getting stranger and stranger...and I'm sharing it with Michael, which is cool.

Also yesterday I tried some miso soup, which wasn't terrible, but it wasn't good either. I might try it again. I also tried cream of wheat, which was gross. Maybe because Mark make it with water, rather than a non-dairy alternative to milk - so it wasn't creamy so much as....sandy. lol. Michael says I should try oatmeal. So, while I didn't get anything great out of the experience, I've continued to try new things. Go me. ;-0)

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