Wednesday, December 9, 2009

I did eventually get to sleep yesterday afternoon (after more 'prilosec' and Zantac); maybe 3 hours. Mark drove me out to the bowling alley to meet Michael & his coworkers. The smoke wasn't bad at first so Mark stayed to bowl a round. After the first the smoking level went up and Mark left, sending us a text when he got home to tell us the snow had returned and was worse, and to be careful.

It was fun chilling with Michael and his crew. I bowled a bit. I drooled on my boyfriend. I'm really enjoying our time together lately. We left in a good mood I think. We had some serious talk in the car. The snow was worse than the other day, and stayed. It made driving annoying, yet memorable. We stopped at Kroger for some non-dairy frozen treats (for Michael) and some lube. We showered the smoke off when we got home, and had some sexy fun. Hopefully Michael is negative, because even when protected it's not 100% and it makes me slightly nervous, though it felt natural and wonderful; like it did before I found out the truth. We're gonna be ok, he & I, I think.

We showered again, then snacked while we watched the last 5 episodes of Season 30 of the Whoniverse. Michael was excited to see Rose again, and seemed sad but satisfied by the season ender; he said it was cool to see all the shows crossover like that. We went to bed directly after and I had nightmares about Daleks. Seriously. Which is sort of odd because I've never (not even once) found them the least bit scary, but my nightmare Daleks were nothing like the tv show's so that explains that. I can't even describe them for you, as they weren't exactly physical in nature, but mental, psychological. I woke up around 7am, cradled in Michael's arms.

I'm starting to trust Michael a little bit more. It's comforting to trust your partner, yet it scares me as well, because I trusted before and it nearly destroyed me. Hopefully that doesn't happen again. Hopefully it doesn't. Because I'd really prefer a happy ending this time. Yesterday marked 3 months that Michael's been faithful to me, while we've been dating now for over 8 months.

I was hungry when I woke so I had another snack, and started reading the news. I sent Michael some fun messages. He got up for a bit, and said he wasn't feeling well, but he's slumbering peacefully now. I'll crawl back in bed with him when this entry is complete.

I just read an interesting interview with my childhood crush, Geroge Michael. I never stood a chance with him, but I still wish I could have met him back in the day. ;-0)

I look forward to cuddling with Michael for a bit, and then getting up to clean the snow off his car. Seriously. I look forward to Farm Town today, and reading my book, which is really, really weird, but I'm enjoying it. If I wasn't broke, I'd send a copy to Mollie. My jaw seems to be hurting a little less than yesterday (when it hurt really terribly), but that might just be because I've not used it much today. We'll see.

Michael has just 33 episodes of the New Whoniverse to see before Christmas, 2 of which are 5 minute type mini-episodes, while most of the others are 25 minute long Sarah Jane Adventures. I'm certain he'll be done by Christmas, which means we'll be able to watch the final 10th Doctor Specials together. I'll then give avi discs to friends. I told Mollie I'd send them to her, for example. She wants more DS9, but I don't have the discs I need, and I can't afford them at the moment. I miss her a lot.

Anyways. I'm off.

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