Monday, December 14, 2009

Never laid back down. Never went back to sleep. Chilling today. In kind of weird mood. Feel out of it. I wish I had a job. I know that in itself sound random, but when I had a job, and I felt like this, I'd go into work, and it would sort me out. Only I have to find a job that pays more than my food stamp money, AND has insurance that pays for my perscriptions (which cost me $1.00 with my state insurance, but cost WAY more than that without) - otherwise it's not worth it financially. It's terrible. Erg.

I called Travis (ex-bf circa 2001), after he texted, and we talked for several hours about his pain and his troubles, and my recent pain and troubles, and I think I helped him out a lot. It may have helped me a little too; I'm not sure.

I talked to Michael shortly after that, as he'd texted me while I was talking to Travis. He works until 6pm. I may see him tonight, or tomorrow. Possibly both. Not sure yet.

I seem to be hungry a lot today. Maybe because I've been doing a good job eating SMALL meals today.

   posted by Bald Jason at 12:12 PM
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