Thursday, December 17, 2009

Got my bite guard yesterday. It's probably easier for others to get used to them, but my teeth ALWAYS touch when my mouth is closed, and so it feels really horrible. Blah. I'm trying to use it though.

We got LC later, which was good.

Went to the hospital and visited Michael's Aunt Suezanne. She's really cool; super gay friendly; lots of gay & lesbian friends in her lifetime. Very cool. Said that Michael was her favorite nephew, and not to feel bad about the Christmas thing as she's never invited either and that her brother (Michael's father) is weird. She told me all kinds of family stories. Plus she told me she dislikes Scott and worries about Michael. We seemed to hit it off, and I hopefully distracted her from her pain for a little bit. I helped her get to the bathroom, and opened her gingerale for her. I left when she began a meal. I told her I'd visit again if I could.

After going home and showering and changing, Mark & I went to Kroger. I got a pnemonia(?) vaccine; won't need another until I'm 65. I got some bread and listerine and some non-ice-cream. I resisted the chocolate urge.

When we got home we learned our downstairs computer had burned out. :-0( I think Mark fixed it though.

I slept for a few hours, but when I woke up to a call from Michael (waking from dreams of interacting with old movie stars, in black & white) my bite guard was not in my mouth. I know it wouldn't fall out on it's own; I must have removed it in my sleep, which worries me.

Michael got an e-mail from an ex-lover; one of the men that he cheated with; one of the ones who was really cruel to me. They have a history though and if they want to chat they can, but I just hope Michael tells him that he was wrong to cheat on me and that it will never happen again - that's all I ask. And then they can talk about whatever they want. And if we ever meet, he better be respectful to me. That's all I'm saying.

I can't get back to sleep, so I signed onto Yahoo hoping to chat with Michael, but he's watching "V". It's funny because I didn't give it to him for him, but for David. I've been getting more info about David than I ever needed to know. Ugh. Anyways, some old friends (not ex-bfs or lovers or anything like that) are chatting me up on there, so I should go.

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