Monday, December 28, 2009

I feel broken. Almost all the sex I enjoyed was oral in nature and now that's either gone, or so painful that it might as well be. I don't want to be broken. I feel weird bitching that sex is the main problem I have with my jaw, but it is, and it is important. I don't know how to express that to a doctor or even if I should because if the doctor is perjudiced they could fuck me up worse on purpose and I'd never know the difference.

I'm having some trouble with Michael. It's related to him cheating on me in the past. He cheated on me with this guy, and I thought I was cool with that, except some of my friends now live less than a block from where this took place and going to visit them is painful for me. I had a plan of action to heal this open wound, but Michael won't participate; this I did not foresee. I feel abandoned.

I really want to cut myself.

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