Friday, January 29, 2010

Whoa. How did this week go by so fast.

I saw Michael on Monday. He came over and we talked. He had wanted a massage and I'd told him I'd give him one and I did. A really good massage. It actually felt good to be doing that. And we cuddled and talked and I felt single, but loved, which is what I am. He didn't stay the night though, because he had to work the next day, which was fine. I had a great day. The only problem I had was I picked up a headache that day, which came and went for the next several days. BLAH!

Tuesday. I watched 3 episodes of Smallville. I've not watched more episodes of LOST as I'm trying to slow myself down so I won't have to wait for the series finale. I'm still 3 episodes behind on Smallville and new episodes begin airing tonight. There's also a new episode of Caprica, Spartacus, and the finale of Dollhouse to look forward to. :-0)

Wednesday I saw Michael again; going to his place to talk some sense into him (after a bad fight on the phone). We had sex that day (with a condom), and we both admitted we were starting to feel like a couple again, even though we're not. This scares me because if he hooks up with someone now, it will hurt me. But I'm trying to prepare myself for that outcome. For his part he says he's not looking and that if he does want to hookup he'll talk to me about it first. We'll see how this plays out.

I've been chatting online this week. Been making friends. I did feel sinlge for a few days there... I want to get back to that actually. That way I won't be hurt, but I can still love Michael and care about what happens to him, and hope things work out.

I was ill on Thursday. I'd forgotten to take some of my meds the previous day and I was dealing with the outcome of that. I also tried (but failed) to get some more pictures of my collage, which I've been working on again. I've been working on my farm again this week. And late on Thursday, Mark took some photographs of me; the first new ones since November 09.

Oh. I've heard more rumblings about River Song appearing in the finale to next season's Who (and updated my older entry accordingly); I need to just set up a page for this stuff. It's so interesting how we've seen the last meeting between those characters, and we're about to get to know them better in the new season! I'm really excited to see that relationship develope!

I slept well last night.

I started reading the 2nd Abarat book today. Abarat: Days of Magic, Nights of War

I spoke to Michael yesterday on the phone and online. Probably talk to him later. He might be coming over LATE tonight to watch 1x02 of Caprica ("Rebirth"). I'm excited to see it myself, but most excited to see the finale of Dollhouse.

Oh. And Caprica is definitely gay inclusive. And not just because of those lesbian scenes in the pilot! Yay! I love my LGBT BSG Universe! :-0)

Probably going to DJ's around 6pm for a game night. I can also take a present for Bryan / Chris. Maybe I'll get crazybread on the way there.

I should eat something.

My farm should be ready to harvest in about 1.5 hours?

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