Monday, February 8, 2010

Made it out to Michael's last night before Michael did. Chilled. We ate and then camped out in his living room watching 'Charmed' (don't give me that look!) and 'Roseanne'. We had lots of conversation, and we had sex too (protected), which was healing in a lot of ways. Took a while to get to sleep.

My phone woke me up around 10am. Grandma telling me my little sister Jamie was in a car accident and was at Saint Jo's. Michael lives a few miles from there so I got dressed and went over to see her, not sure she'd be happy to see me, yet she seemed to be. Her husband was there. I went out to call Grandparents / Janice / Mark with an update and our grandparents showed up. Later I called our mother who hadn't been informed yet. Jamie has a fractured tibia and is in some pain; her car is totalled, but the accident wasn't her fault. She's staying with our grandparents for the next few days.

Came home. Called Michael with an update. Showered. Waiting for Mark to shower so we can go to this worker school thing ("No Worker Left Behind") so we can get info about possibly going to school for jobs in demand; but it's just an info run. I have to stop by Michael's and pick up my stuff, though I might see him later; possibly going to Necto tonight, though I'm not sure how I'll be feeling about that as I think I only got about 4 hours sleep.

About 'Charmed'. I want to watch it with Michael. It's something that he loves, and after the HORRIBLE pilot, the other episodes are...less terrible, and it's cute to see his reactions to them. It's not something I would have pursued on my own. I did notice they referenced a lesbian (Rosie O'Donnel) though the show is set in San Francisco and apparently never has a single gay character in the course of it's 8 seasons. Anyways, I'd like to view the whole series with him if I could; I think it could be a fun Michael / Jason thing.

Our relationship is very odd; Michael & I. We're basically in an open relationship, though we're not officially a couple...only I've never wanted to be in an open relationship as I find it hard to juggle men; it confuses me emotionally. And there are other things...like him hooking up hurts me, and if I hooked up and he knew about it, it would hurt him too. Isn't that fucked up? I don't know. More thoughts and conversations will surely follow.

I should go. I wish my comforter was here; I could take a nap.

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