Friday, July 30, 2010

Went for a late night walk with Mark. We walked around the block, then went to Little Caesers for crazy bread. Had a great conversation with Mike that works there. Parked the car at Aut Bar. Went inside for a minute then walked across campus to Pinball Pete's; played some games, and headed back to the car. The walk was long and the company of Mark was fantastic. Exercise. Exciting thoughts of possible futures. The only down side was missing Michael and my stomach was a bit upset.

Came home. I watched some behind the scenes 'Six Feet Under' for Season 3. Michael called and we talked for a bit. He'd just fucked an old friend of his. It doesn't bother me to hear that now at all. It kind of turns me on, and I hope we can keep the open dialogue and honesty going. We're between partners and friends and we're in a very odd place. Very odd. Lots of layers of meaning. I hope we come out of this ok.

I want to try new things. Not just new foods, but like this walking kick I'm on. I want to go camping. I want to maybe go boating or horseback riding or skateboarding. Something. If I can just get the stomach stuff under control, which it mostly has been, then I could get some new experiences in! I could get a job if I didn't need all those meds! I'm trying not to get my hopes up but it's not easy.

I need to sleep. Gotta be up around 8am.

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