Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Eventually got my stress under control without drugs. Go me. I ate. So far not problems there which is huge. Though I've not done much of anything today this feels like a very big deal.

I'm soooooo tired.

Mark got some potentially good news; I hope it works out.

Shawn had a really bad day; he was 2 hours late for work (he overslept) and he's worried about losing his job. We talked for over an hour about all kinds of things and I was brutal and honest about the state of our relationship / friendship / whatever. He said he agreed with everything I said...that he felt the same way, and that it was all stuff that he'd thought himself. Basically what I said was that I want to be around him all the time and that I'm falling for him but I know it won't last...that there is the potential for pain when he or I meet someone else or in the avoidance of meeting others. But that I'm trying to take the feelings I have for him and enjoy him as long as I can...and hopefully channel my feelings into a really cool friendship. Not sure that will work but I'm trying.

A friend showed me this website where you can get stuff for Farmtown that would take a long time to do otherwise. I got some stuff even though I've mostly not worked on my farm for like 3 weeks.

I'm fading fast. I need to sleep soon.

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