Saturday, September 18, 2010

Mark & I went for a walk on Wednesday but we came home soon after cause my stomach was bothering me. I later slept, trying to dodge the head pain I was having. I did go to the party in Allen Park. Had a mostly good time. Saw some new friends and made others. Ran into people I've only ever known from online. Boys flirted with me. It was nice.

Thursday I went to Michael's but as soon as I got there he was called into work so I slept a bit while he was there. When he got home we went to the store for detergent and then got food for Michael. Went back to the apartment. I took my muscle relaxant and ate. We watched Ally McBeal & Xena. I slept much of the day and night because of my pill. I left for home the next morning.

Friday I chilled and cleaned and did my laundry...all in prep for my date...only I was STILL tired. I told this to Matthew (we had a date scheduled at 6pm) and he suggested we postpone the date, which disappointed me but was understandable. He told me to have sweet dreams. I felt good about this. I was gonna get my rest and he was understanding... I thought maybe I'd have the energy to hang out afterall though...only I then found out he was attempting to hook up with a friend of mine for the night which hit me pretty hard. I know that he's not my boyfriend or anything and he had every right to do that...but when I was with Michael, the times he hooked up with others were most often the times when I was busy or had to sleep and there were at least 3 times when he actually encouraged me to sleep so he could hook up with other guys - so this stung quite a bit. I blocked him from my account...slept a bit, feeling better about it once I'd spoken to Mark about it. Then I got a message from him asking why I'd blocked him (I didn't think he'd notice) and that he'd been looking forward to our date. Hm. Anyways...writing him a message explaining but not done with it yet. I unblocked him.

I slept really well today. I have to eat and get ready for Carrie's party. I'm afraid I'll be missing Out Fest this year, which SUCKS!

   posted by Bald Jason at 09:08 PM
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