Friday, October 15, 2010

Went to Michael's last night. Watched some Ally. Gave him a really great massage (handjob included), and then we cuddled, talked, and slept. We talked about the sex that I'd watched and how it made me feel: a little guilty, a little sad, and a lot turned on. A little shocked that a guy you don't know can just come to your place, take your cock & your cum, and leave without even thinking about cumming himself... Stuff like that. We also talked about us and how our complex relationship is ever changing. Also, Michael started packing before I came over so many of his shelves were empty which added to my Midrin haze of sadness. I've had a lot of memorable times in that apartment and soon I won't be allowed inside and he won't even be there.

I slept well despite my stomach being upset. I woke when Michael got up to get ready for work at 9am. I was tempted to stay in bed but I needed to get some groceries, head home to harvest my farm, process more of what's going on in my life, sort more pictures and visit with Carrie & Mark.

The farm thing was slightly annoying, but usually it's fun. It was just something I didn't want to do today. The thinking helped. The groceries were needed and appreciated. The picture sorting went well (I'm nearly done with September and can then move on to October...though I have some random January ones that I never did). The visit with Carrie was a pleasure.

Mark & I met Carrie at the Kerrytown Peoples Food Co-Op on 4th Street. We walked there which was nice; Mark took some pictures of me on the way there in the leaves, just as I've been planning to do for days now. The walk was nice. The hanging with Mark was better. When we got there we joined Carrie for conversation and more pictures. We ended up chatting with the boy sitting next to us (Eric?) who had to run but got my webpage address; 27, equality sticker on his computer and possible friend. Cool. Carrie drove us home so she wouldn't have to pay for parking to continue our visit which lasted about another hour I think. It was all good.

While Carrie was there, Michael called with a strange favor to ask, in about 2 weeks, when Michael is living in Plymouth, he'll be working at the Ann Arbor Meijer for 2 weeks and wanted to know if he could stay with me & Mark for those 2 weeks. I said sure. Then realized he'd be working with and supervising a guy that he cheated on me with which I brought up and Michael said something about dealing with. I've not heard from him since but he's still at work I think.

I ate while Carrie was here and I've managed to keep it all down with no pills. My stomach is SO hit or miss lately. I sorted a few more pictures after she left and then got very sleepy. I stripped down to socks and underwear and then got into bed - slept for about 4 hours. Really good sleep.

Woke up a bit after 8pm. Did some Facebook stuff and called my cousin Ilene about maybe playing euchre on Sunday...and then I wrote this. I'm not sure what I'll be doing next. It's Friday night and I could go to the bars but I'm not sure I'm up to it. Maybe I'll work on more pictures...or read some more 'Wicked'? I don't know. We'll see.

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